Forget Me Not

Grunts and groans could be heard as I screamed for them to stop, tears cascaded down my face. I've had enough of this already of all the pain, I look around the place and see a dagger lying on the floor and run and grab it holding it to my chest just were my heart is, pumping fast. Tears still streaming down my face. I scream in fear of them killing each other and in determination of killing myself to end this."Both of you stop or I'll plunge this into my heart" . Gasping and panting they stop and look towards me in horror, "Nick don't do this, babe don't do this, ok just calm down and put the dagger on the ground,"Jevon pleaded as he slightly takes a step towards me just as Austin took one. I take a gulp of air. "Don't take one m-more step o-o-or I do it, both of you." I say stuttering through my tears; they both immediately stop and look at each other than at me. I push the dagger a little deeper and it rips through the thin fabric of my shirt, piercing my skin. Warm droplets of blood slide down from the small wound, I pant and wince from the pain but somehow knowing they could. smell my blood and know I'm being serious. A growl rips from within Jevon's throat whilst a look of hunger crosses through Austin's eyes but is gone just as quickly as it came, which makes me smirk at them. "You smell that Austin," I nod at him "I don't like this as much as you guys. If it's the only way to make you see then so be it. It will be done." Chuckling as they whine in protest. "Nick please I beg you don't do this to me- to us, baby please put the dagger on the floor and nobody gets hurt." Austin's says trying his hardest to persuade me but coming up empty. Drops of rain come from the sky, as we all look up to see it darkening, my grip on the dagger tightens as I look down at them. The rain started to pick up, thunder clapping; wind starting to pick up pace, tossing our hair about. As they stare at me, and I at them I push the silver blade to the hilt all the way. My last sight is of Austin and Jevon on the floor screaming. Bolting awake screaming from the immense pain in my chest drenched in cold sweat, my father and his husband rush in my room looking concerned his husband Eric rushes towards me and checks if I'm ok and nothing is broken. My father Matt comes and grabs me in a bear hug and whispers, "it's okay baby boy, it's ok. No one is going to hurt you" that immediately calms me down and my heart beat slows down and leaves me panting. Eric come back in with a glass of water and Matt let's go of me so Eric can hand the glass to me which I'm thankful for. "Thanks mom" I whisper in a hoarse voice. "No problem baby, do you want to tell us what happened?" He gently grabs my hand in his and strokes them, after I took a couple of sips and put the cup on my bedside. I smile at them and whisper "The same for the past three months mom, it's always the same" I look down after saying that. Peeking through my lashes at them to see that they're looking at each other reflecting the same expression on their faces, concern and wariness, sighing mom looks to me. Just as he did that I looked at my lap and ask "What's the time?" They both look at me and then my clock and reply at the same time "6:50 am". I smile at that, mom blushes and looks down, dad smirks at him. "Thanks I'm going to go shower and get ready for school," I say as I'm about to untangle my hands from mom "You sure you want to go to school today, son?" Dad asks me with concern laced through his words. I smile at him "Yea I'm sure dad" They both stand up from my bed and kiss my forehead before getting out of my room, I throw my legs over my bed and stand up to got to the bathroom as I did that I felt the pain as before but much more stronger, leaving me gasping. With frustratingly long deep breaths I pushed through the pain and made my way to my bathroom which is attached to my bedroom, I walked in and threw my shirt on the floor and removed my briefs. I turned on my shower, put toothpaste on my toothbrush and began brushing my teeth. I started to think about what that dream meant and why it always happened that way in the end. Why were they were fighting? Why was I crying?Thoughts of what those two guys are and who they were, it was just to painful to think about. I spit the foam of the toothpaste in my sink and gargle water to take any excess toothpaste left in my mouth out and spat it in my sink, I clean my sink before jumping in the shower only to moan at the heat of the water rolling down my body. The water washing away all my worries and negative thoughts down the drain, after a nice 7 minute shower, I got out dried myself and went into my room to find some clothes to wear. I walked into my walk in closet and chose some blood red briefs, skinny black jean, black white checkered shirt, a white zip up hoodie and some black Toms. I walk down the stairs and into the kitchen to greet my mom and dad "Morning mom, morning dad" "Morning" They both replied simultaneously. "You guys really need to stop doing that, its creepy" I tease them only to get mom blushing again, and dad smiling. "But it never gets old does it Eric?" Dad smiles up at mom- from his seat- with a look of love, mom smiles back down at him giving him a peck on the lips and the both of us our breakfast: French toast, eggs, bacon, sausages and beans. Finishing in record timing I look at my phone and see that it's 7:20 am. "s**t, dad can you give me a lift to school I'm gonna be late otherwise!" I plead him and he releases and exaggerated sigh, "Fine since I'm the best person in the house I will give you a lift grab your book bag." He boasts and smiles whilst mom frowns and rolls his eyes at dad's weirdness. "Okay, thanks dad." As I walk out the kitchen to grab my bag I hear mom ask him "so are you the best person in this family?" With a chuckle dad replies "Yes, yes I am baby and you know it. Son you ready? If not I'll meet you in the car kay?" He shouts the last part. "Yea dad I'm ready" I shout at him as I grab my bag and rush to get to the car I kiss mom goodbye on the cheek and grab my lunch before dashing to the car, hopping in the passenger side I buckle up and get comfortable as my dad backs out the drive, and cruises down the road to my school.