ANDREW'S POV
"What are you saying? Are you rejecting me?" She has tears in her eyes, her face is suddenly pale, and I feel terrible for doing this to her, but I can't tell her all my reasons right now.
"No! I can't reject you. I will leave that decision up to you. Lately, I feel that you are struggling to accept me. After our moment two days ago, I was sure we were making a step in the right direction, but then you started to be distant, and I could see the guilt in your eyes. I know is because of Shay." I pause looking at her for something, maybe a little bit of hope, but there is nothing. She is not denying it.
"I.... I'm sorry. I am working on it, I am fighting the feeling of betrayal in my heart, like I failed him! I can't stop thinking that he should be alive! I keep going to the
