Rekindling the fire of faith

FINDING PURPOSE

Consciously or subconsciously, life is a force that drags us in, deep into the MIDST of varying dimensions. However, this journey must begin with a thought that we have no single idea where the impulse is coming from. Find out what Midst mean, as you dive deep in and drink from this inspiration “Divine Programming” as the author will be revealing his experience with recurring time and how he has to find out that something supernaturally is communicating with his thought.

This is a deep call, you will not fall as you dive into the deep stream, and you will leak it like sweet ice cream and scream wow! As would not want to miss the sequence….

We are married from birth to our purpose in life in one way or the other even without knowing, but faith in God will bring us face to face with this reality.

Even if we try to run away from this reality, it will somehow find us and drag us into aligning to who we truly are beyond the knowledge impressed us by the mind rebranding system in the form of secular and religious education, and we now think, we are what they told us we are.

This is the reason for the misplacement of our true identity in God and that is why we often struggle for recognition instead of staying to whom God has created us to be. You are uniquely unique, independent but dependent on your programmer, who is a higher force beyond the confines of your thought grasp.

Journey into the deep!

Divine grew to know himself as an alien in a world of some certain happenings around his life, which became a course of concern. He thinks differently and sees things from a different dimension that could not just understand while advancing from the cradle, but later realized that the mysteries kept unfolding with time.

This book is a breathed revealing a journey into great awareness, pointing to the realization of the true self in the midst.

A lot of things that were happening in his life while he was advancing from the cradle that he could not just explain, because it was his days of ignorance, evolving into the more complex world that threw him into a chaotic state of thoughts, not knowing exactly what to hinge on as reality.

Some things keep recurring and calling his attention deeper. These things were never letting him be. One of the notable experiences he had, which is a remarkable pointer, was of recurring convulsion that almost ruined his life.

Get the detail of Divine's inspiring experience as you dive into the heart of the contents "Divine Programming" to "Rekindle the Fire of Your Faith".

The inspiration of my stories may sound religious, however, when you dig deeper, you will realize, it spans beyond religious ideologies, it simply depicts reality and the reality I am talking about here is the very truth that we need to know. My inspiration comes as an impulsive thought directing me to the references of the scripture to explain the reality of the thought that was communicating to me through flashes of light and recurring time. I want to hereby, plead with you, not to get irritated thinking this book is only but a religious book. There is a vast distinction between religious belief and faith-based belief. This book is faith base, not a religious base. It is not a book promoting Christianity or refuting any religion. This is a book presenting a vital truth of my experience with a supernatural being. Therefore, this book is not fictitious, but a true-life experience… I hope the inspiration of this book will meet you well and help illuminate your understanding to discover your purpose in life.

Romans 8: 29, 30

For whom He foreknew, He also predestined to be conformed to the image of His Son that He might be the firstborns among many brethren. Moreover, whom He predestined, these He also called; whom He called, these He also justified; and whom He justified these He also glorified.

2 Timothy 2: 19

Nevertheless, the solid foundation of God stands, having this seal: "The Lord knows those who are His," and, "Let everyone who names the name of Christ depart from iniquity.

Jeremiah 1:5

"Before I formed you on the womb I know you; before you were born I sanctified you; I ordained you a prophet to the nations"

This book was inspired by personal experiences, so would; therefore, use the first person singular "I" as the male leading character.

I grew up to realize myself as an alien in this world of uncertainties because of how people see me. Some certain events around my life became a serious course of concern to me because I could not understand why things just keep happening that way. Here am I, facing thought impulses that will not let me be. It seems as if, I think differently from the norm, often seeing things from a different dimension. I was beginning to feel based on what people think about me that I am an abnormal human being. I really could not just understand why then, while I was growing up as a child even as kept advancing in age, but now I know and understand better. I will be a failure I do not communicate the knowledge of my experience to enlighten those who care to know the deeper meaning of life.

This book is spirit breathed and I will not try to dilute the information to suit the convention. This inspiration is revealing a journey into great awareness, pointing to the realization of true self beyond self-designed ideologies, as the impulses I received in my thoughts points to something communicating into the heart of my heart (ear).

This book may sound like a religious inclined book because of my use of the Bible as a reference. However, the inspiration is not of the intent to promote religiosity. I only wrote as a secretary under an irresistible compulsion to do the bidding of a force that irresistible force. I seriously do not have an idea, why I am compelled to do this. However, it may be to open your eyes. I admonish you to read and not stop reading, except you are pausing to continue from where you stop until you reach the depth to connect light.

I boldly state my stand as an anti-religion and pro-God person, so do not get things twisted. I can only talk about the one I encountered, and may have encountered the same differently, with a different name that does will not sound like the name I will be projecting.

I am not an atheist and I am not against them. This does not disqualify me from saying the truth that I have found out, even when it may go the contrary direction of some certain beliefs. Choose what you think is right to you and stay to it, that is my humble counsel.

The contents of this inspiration are not ideological facts, but a divine breath.

I found program my codes revealing the pattern of my life in the Bible and the code could be in any book that absorbs thoughts into the dimension of light. This happens through the reflections of numbers, and mine has its balance on 7 and 1, as 77 and 11. The union of 11 and 77 gives 1177 explaining divine perfection from my point of view, amidst the huddles of adverse life circumstances.

Things were happening in my life while I was advancing from the cradle that I could not just explain. It was in my days of ignorance, evolving into the more complex world system that threw me into a chaotic state of thoughts, not knowing exactly what to hinge on as reality. These happenings came in the form of recurrences. These things kept recurring and calling my attention deeper and were never letting me be. One of the notable experiences I had that I will never forget, was the experience of recurring convulsion that almost ruined my life.

I was born into a family of 12 siblings, occupying the 11th position that is very symbolic in the order of reality. I suffered from frequent recurring convulsions that lasted 11 years, and somehow my deliverance came, and my miserable life was snatched out of the oppressions of this tormenting spirit that spurs up convulsion when I was 11 years of age. With a clear voice, I heard in the heart of my heart (ear), saying, "I have not given you the Spirit of fear, but of power, of love and sound mind." (2Timathy 1: 7), my deliverance was permanently sealed.

After my deliverance, I have to discover that the voice I heard in the heart of my heart was the voice of God and He spoke to calm my troubling spirit. Therefore, I have to know it was God because peace came to my troubling spirit. He started taking me through series of experiences that kept me asking deep questions, of which the answers were actually, what resulted in the depth of my inspiration. The height of my knowledge in life today, even when I have not had the literal experiences concerning my age points to something divine.

I started experiencing a recurring time that was always and ever flashing my eyes and never letting me be. Since I discovered my true self in I AM as connected to God's life, I am no longer who I used to be, paralyzed with the fears of the unknown. This experience kept calling my attention deeper and deeper and I became lost and engulf in the depth of inspiration unimaginable. I could not place what this recurrence of event or time was, but I started paying attention to my thoughts.

Whenever I pick up my time, what I will see is the time of such pattern 01:01, 02:02, 03:03 ….and 12:12. This got me pondering, sometimes, very provoked, because I was never understanding what it means, but I never knew God was maturing me into mastering the act of paying close attention to my thought. I got used to it somehow, to the point that when I am having a particular thought, and I pick up my time, I will just see a recurring time and I eventually discovered that the time is calling my attention to something, but what could this be?

I do not know and I do not have an idea, and it is thought-provoking! I later found out somehow, that my life is a program as programmed by a super-intelligent divine programmer with the recurring time that was all I concluded, not knowing it spans beyond what I had thought, drawing my attention to finding out, to know who this Programmer is.

I started by paying close attention to my thoughts because it seems as if I was operating as a dual being with something from the inside always communicating, directing me, and wanting to coordinate everything about my affairs in life.

Sometimes, I used to get so pissed, I would stubbornly try to act in the direction of my way, and when I do, I use to regret why I had, because of the feelings of disappointment for not harkening to that still small voice that will never let me be. I was wondering why something will just keep monitoring my life and wanting me to do the dictate of what is being suggested to me as if I have not a choice to my own will. If I want to drink water, I will get a direction. If I want to eat, bathe or go out, so it just got me feeling as if I am a robot, but the truth is, I can still choose to act contrary to the directions, but the consequences I will have to face alone and regret not following the direction. I started learning intently to pay close attention to my thoughts and follow the direction of that thing that seems to be coordinating every of my life affair.

Sometimes when I write out my conversation between myself and that alien impulse that is now acting as my thoughts (that person in me that will not let me be), I will be left with just an option to ask who wrote what I had written even as I read what was written down. Reading through the contents reading would always leave me awe-struck. I will always come to a point that it is not me and can never be me because the knowledge of the contents is usually far beyond the confines of my knowledge. These experiences led me to start writing precisely 2007 on the title "The Mystery of True Inspiration". Actually, during this period, I was still inexperienced and do not even know certain things about life, but something happened that changed my entire orientation and ushered me into the world of reality. The death of my beloved mum forced me to start learning to become independent, despite I had had that independent mindset from the cradle. I just kept writing and writing and have never stopped writing since then. I was able to write lots of books and songs, of which out of all the books I have written, I am yet to officially start publishing, but the songs, I have had some recorded, but was still directed by this alien thought in me to hold on, even when I wanted to fly to release it. Hmmm! At a point, I got tired and frustrated, because I was always resisting the voice and the voice was never allowing me. It is always the counsel of the voice in my heart that would always stand. I got asking, why would what I wanted not to stand? Can I not win for once? Even when I go out of my way to do my mind, I still end up losing and returning to the voice to apologize, but the amazing thing is that the voice will still be polite, saying do not worry my son, and you will go through and overcome. It called me His son! Ah! How? I thought I knew my parent, so who is this being who is claiming ownership of me? Does my parent know about this?

Somehow, my mum knew there is something unique about me, but she was careful not to tell me things, but her attitude toward me, spoke volumes of what she had stored in her heart about me, that she was only guiding me. Having known that I only came out through her, my mum said, "I am only a steward of God's elect", but I observe from her attitude toward me that she knew that there was something about me that is beyond her thought. Hmmm! Why me? I got writing and had not had any of my books published since then until now.

There was this fateful day my Dad had a dream. He narrated the dream to me after he has woken me up from sleep. He was very worried and conscience-stricken because it was bothering him. I have never seen my Dad in such a downcast state of mind. I could see it in his look, as I saw in his mind's eye as dictated by my thought when he woke me up to start telling me his dream. After he had narrated his dream to me, the answer to his dream seems to be what I had long written. So it was stored in my heart and from my heart’s stores, I felt the click, like searching a word on the internet in my heart. I got an instant prompt to go to a particular chapter of my book to read for him. Therefore, I took the manuscript of my book and read it for him as a lead. For the first time, my Dad was amazed and awe-struck that what he heard from me was coming from me. I could remember what he told me. He said, "Even if you won't publish this book, I want you to just publish the page you read for me." We just got talking, and my Dad was saying amazing things to me. He said something very striking, and this was what he said, "I thought I have a son, I never knew I am a son to my son". This was deep; however, I got the message, because what I told him did not come from me. There is a second person in me that was speaking. I was growing in knowledge, getting to discover who I am in the second person in me, and the more distractions and pressure to take my mind off concentrating on the voice of the second person in me. Fierce pressures, such that, sometimes the only thing I could do to relieve myself, is to cry profusely and shed those tears, and when I do that, He will still speak to me saying "son, it is necessary, because it will bring you to the right mood to hear me". I never knew this was an act of worship called brokenness of heart. This second person just kept teaching me by talking to me when things happen to me and around me. I got to discover, nothing can work against me, even when it is far from good, it will still end up for my good. I also have to discover that the school I attended was just for formality, the real school is one of the second people in me that is always teaching me to do what I needed to do. You will not understand this, except you have an idea, or had also experienced what I experienced, and am still somehow experiencing.

All through my days in school, the exams I wrote by following the tutelage of this second voice were the best amongst all of the exams I had ever written. Students will go to class to read, I will stay on my bed in the hostel, just to scan through the topics. When I am scanning through, it will seem as if I have known before. Even when I try reading, I will end up correcting certain things, by making a different note. Who am I? This was my question then when I was still in the University.

God can never let you be when you have His Divine seal, you are not your own, you are His very own, the earlier you know this, the sweeter will life become for you, and the swifter things will answer to you and work in your favour even when it seems working against others. This is why He cannot leave, nor forsake you, because you are His perfect program #Reality reached from my personal experience#.

I was able to find out my purpose with God's help and I immediately discovered the recurring time is God's way of calling my attention to teach me deep things of the spirit. When God calls, I need to pick and when I pick up His call, the right response from me should always be "Here I am", to start up the conversation with Him, not like in our secular world where we answer "Hello".

I pray the Lord God to open the eyes of your understanding to be able to catch the revelation of what I am trying to share with you in Jesus' name!