The last white werewolf

When the thunder stops

I wake up at 1 a.m , it was still raining ouside and I couldn't sleep good because of the thunderstorm and also the dream or what it was which now was gone .I'm getting ready to take a short shower and then I'll run for an hour or two to calm down before meeting the new Alpha, they will be here somewhere around 6 a.m .

I wear a pair of neon orange sports tights and a bustier of the same color over which I take a black white striped sports blouse from Nike and always my neon pink sneakers from Puma.

Ever since I know myself, I have an obsession with sports clothes and neon colors, but I also like dresses and high heels, but for running it's much better that way.

Now I am ready to go out the door but in the first time I will go through the kitchen for a small snack; My bedroom is on the third floor, the pack house being extremely large consisting of 5 floors, where each rank wolf has its own floor for the family and its mate .In another order the pack house consists on the ground floor of a huge hall at the entrance , decorated in a modern style with many paintings hanging on the walls, without too much furniture but with lots of flowers, red roses especially since they were my mother's favorites, the hall connects with the living room which easily accommodates one hundred and fifty people, the walls have a golden color that blends perfectly with the huge black oak table, this being always ready for serving the table, the chairs also upholstered in leather and on the table there are always three vases with three types of flowers roses, daffodils and jasmine, even if most members have not eaten at the pack house since my parents died, everyday is the same routine .

Also on the ground floor there is a huge meeting room, the furniture being also made of oak wood, being my father's favorite, decorated in a simple way, a large brown oak table surrounded by thirty leather upholstered chairs, two portraits of my parents hanging in the two parts of the room, a few cabinets attached to the walls with huge windows in which are kept mostly all documents related to meetings and our pack, a printer on a desk with a laptop attached and especially an intense smell of daffodils , my favorite flowers. Every day Sarah, the head who takes care of the omegas, after doing the program with the chores they each have, personally takes care of changing each vase with flowers, always bringing fresh flowers that they pick in the morning from the greenhouses in which our pack cultivates them.

Near the meeting room there is a huge ballroom, the walls being hand-painted with geometric shapes and inscriptions from certain ancient languages, here my parents organized every two months a ball or a party for the packs near us, sometimes packs from the other continents also came ..it was a long way considering that we are in a big town hidden from the world with the help of magic at the foot of the mountains in Switzerland.

Also above the stage is a vault decorated in ancient style in which gold and silver predominate with flowers carved around it.

huge crystal chandeliers, the windows having an antique glass note being hand painted with geometric shapes, the wall behind the stage has a wolf with canines in sight and two drops of blood around his mouth, this tattoo is like a kind of emblem for our pack, that's why our name is Blood Moon, there are about 6 bathrooms on the ground floor, a pretty big library most of the books being old or in other languages. I used to go to the library with my mother when I was almost nine years old and I chose a book by chance and I didn't go out until I finished the book or my father would come after us .. most of the time I would fall asleep with my head on the book .. the thing that my mother suggested then that I wouldn't like to learn and that more likely I'll be a hard-to-control rebel.

On the first floor there are only offices, beta's office, alpha's office, gamma and chief warrior office .. now soon the office of the Luna will be arranged .. also mine will be that, the second floor belongs to the leader of the warriors, his future mate and their families, the exact same thing is for the rest of the floors, the third floor is for alpha and Luna, the fourth floor is for betta and finally the fifth floor is for gamma.

I had a small snack, more precisely a few biscuits and a banana and now I am ready to run ..even if the weather outside reminds me of unpleasant things, now it is a little easier considering that the thunder stopped.

Now it was raining slowly outside the storm that seemed to never end and did not let me sleep, it is more a hot summer rain than a cold autumn, the sky is half cloudy with a few visible stars and the wind makes its presence felt from time to time with a cold breeze that really proves that autumn is here,

The leaves blown by the wind fly through the garden in front of the pack house, the smell of autumn being stronger.

I'm getting ready to run when I suddenly hear a thick voice "Aren't you asleep, Luna?" , looking more closely I saw Simon patrolling around the pack and guest house.

"You don't seem to be asleep either ... or rather I don't think you have a choice”, i told him a little amused

"You can go to sleep, I will stay awake all night because the thunder that was two hours ago did not let me sleep so I decided to go running.

take a break and don't worry about Carlos, you think it's like an order! "I tell him smiling and preparing to leave.

"But Luna, I can't do such a thing, it's against the rules!" His voice was hoarse and his eyes almost closed.

"I am you’re Luna and at the same time your Alpha, this is a direct order, you can go to sleep!" I tell him in the tone of Alpha, which no wolf can deny or refuse, even those in other packs, my aura is much stronger considering that I am the wolf of prophecy.

i felt wrong using the alpha voice on him , i don't do this with them only when i considering its highly important.

He needed rest and since i already was awake and running around he could go see his kids and have a good sleep .

sometimes i raise my voice tone when we are in contact with humans but only to push them for a quick decision .. they think more than us sometimes but we are almost everyday in contact with some of the important people from the town

Our territory is quite big , half of land is around a force field made by witches who helped us out when the huamans started tot raise questions .

I wave him and then I start running easily, increasing my steps and at one point I was running as if someone was following me , but it was only my imagination but then I suddenly felt a pain in my chest and my breathing is so jerky as if I had just fought a fight on life and death and suddenly I was no longer thinking clearly.

I felt a pain in my head, I felt dizzy and after a few moments my nose started to bleed and my chest pain intensified much harder, Kira jumped in my head and struggled to take control of my body ..it has been a while since she stopped running free through the forest, the fact that I have reduced her freedom, to take control is her only way she can fight against me which lately she is doing quite well being as a psychic I feel more and more unstable.” Let me out ,let me out Cali ...you need me “ , kira screams in my head, I don't know if I have hallucinations or suddenly there is too much dense fog around me.

the headache is getting stronger so that holding my head with both hands I got on my knees screaming loudly. I can't figure out what the hell is happening to me and I can swear I just saw a two-legged werewolf with red eyes, which can't be true because they're nothing but legends and most importantly, you don't stay alive after you see one of the Werewolf Demons, i start to tremble and the chest pain becomes more and more unbearable, the heartbeat is getting bigger and bigger and that creature is more than sure approaching me!

Kira is still screaming in my head, but I don't know what's more dangerous: kira left out or the demon, if it actually real ,I only left her outside around Alex and his wolf Max, I don't know how she will react now, but considering the situation I don't think I have a choice, her fight to free herself gains ground and I can't opposes mental resistance because of the physical pain I have.

I leave her out because I don't have the psychic strength to fight her anymore and that damn demon is very real, but I can't figure out what it has to do with me.

I'm already on my knees, and the fact that my clothes are torn on all sides because of the transformation is common, but the pain is getting stronger with each broken bone, even when the shape is rearranged, the pain is terrible because my wolf has not been out for about a year and a half, normally after several transformations the pain disappears and the transformation process is a simple and painless one but not in my case ; kira is a huge white wolf with sky-blue eyes and its tail has a black crescent since the day we first met.

But something is new and Kira notices that she now has the Star of David on her left ear, which can only mean something bad; her nose is bleeding just like mine just a few moments ago but she just wants to put someone on the ground and that demon seems appropriate as she thinks. She leaves a strong growl and her aura seems to be getting bigger, she is extremely strong and this can be seen from the fact that when she jumped after the demon she touched him on the ground and her canines just took his head down, scolding coming from my side but she is very proud, which is normal because animal instincts are above now control."hey kira good job ..but we should change places, it's already morning and soon the new alpha will arrive and until then we have to hide the mess we created .." my voice sounds in her head like an echo .. "Sure, but leave me a little longer. I'll take the demon to the empty greenhouse and I promise not to kill anyone" a small chuckle was heard after the last statement. "ok then, we can run a little if you want, it will probably do you good, no ?"

"yes yes, great ", kira being extremely excited I ran through the forest for about 30 minutes and the fact that she felt the autumn breeze through her fur, the smell of autumn after the rain and some squirrels in the trees all made her not seem so fierce and deadly, at least for now because I have no idea when he will go crazy and attack someone.

We return to the pack house after leaving the demon in the greenhouse, the birds chirping in the trees, kira being focused on what surrounds it in nature, I was not paying attention to the fact that Ryan just welcomed the new Alpha.

"Oh damn, it's already here? Kira we need to trade places , now please! We need to change clothes and take a shower because were covered in blood “ .

“ ahmm, yeah sure “, kira wasn’t happy about that but I can’t afford letting her go wilde in front of Ryan or the new Alpha.

I was still in the wolf form , when Ryan was heading towards the entrance of the pack house with the new Alpha, I wanted to quickly go inside and enter in the back door but a smell of licorice combined with jasmine hit me hard in the chest, I did not have time now to figure out where it comes from so I go back to the human form but normally I forgot that I am naked and covered in blood ..sometimes I think I'm from another planet, I swear!

I don't have time to go to the back door because Ryan is approaching me quickly.

"hey are you ok ?? what the hell happened ?? why covered in blood ?? are you hurt ??", he's so shocked and worried and a little nervous as far as i can tell ,

probably because I'm naked in front of him but i want to calm him down quickly without the rest of the pack raises to many questions

- yes I'm fine, don't worry .. kira had a fight with the squirrels .. "I tell him with a fake laugh, meanwhile the new Apha approaching us and the smell from earlier hits me again, it doesn't maybe, he can't be my mate ?? no chance, I can't handle it and now my emotions caught on so fast that I didn't hear him when he asked what happened.

I look at him trying to control my heartbeat .. God his black eyes are so beautiful, his hair is brown and the white shirt he has on him is like screaming at me to turn it into pieces but in seconds this feeling had faded off .. it coudn’t be my mate , that’s not how it’s work .

I turn around and let out a sigh ..

- Welocome to the “Blood Moon Pack”, i said to him while extending my hand to shake his , sparks appeared when our hands touched but neither one of us even flinch ,we definitely need to talk about it in private , something was off about him .. i can see that he look more like his father .. he will be a pain in my ass i can tell you that.

-Alpha Caliana , it’s a pleasure to finally met you in person! My name is Dylan Navarro , the newest Alpa of the Crescent Moon Pack .He said with a wicked smile and i can tell by that , that he knows that i’m thinking about the fact that we are mates but something was off about him but I couldn’t seem to read anything on him ..

Kira was howling in my head now “ this is not right ,he’s trouble ,you need to stay away from him” i ask her why but now it was quiet ..weird .

- Ryan, please lead him in the conference room and in the meantime i go have a shower and change clothes..and oh , by the way Alex is coming back with the witch today ..so please let him know that I will be with our guest ! i said that with a smile and turn around to go.

- yeah sure , mindlink if you need anything! He yells while going inside with Dylan .

I finished what i had to do and headed straight to the conference room , I already smell his scent and Kira is going crazy in may head “stay away from him , he’s not what it seems ,” , take it slow girl because you’re giving me headaches i said to her while I open the door.

He was already in his chair when I went inside, his black eyes looked at me from top to bottom, my hair was a little electrocuted by his gaze.

i was preparing my files about the themes we should discuss , when he lean down to touch my hand , it felt like mosquito bite so i quickly reatreated .

My wolf was going crazy in my head , she just wanted to ripped his head out in the second he touched me ,this is not a good sign .

I was faceing him now , analazying him and notice a small tattoo on his left side of his neck , well guess what a coincidence , he had tattooe the star of David ...

I mean what could it be .. it’s like i’m feeling atrracted to him but in the same time he gave me chills on my spine ,this situation was tottaly worng .

-So , Alpha Dylan which theme would you like to disscus first? I ask as i sit down in the opposite direction of the table not looking at him

-What about the fact that we are mates ? He said looking at me with a glowing eyes, his eyes change color very quickly, from black to emerald green, like he was fighting with his wolf but something was off ..like I couldn’t feel the mate bond , it was like on and off ..from what i had been told this is not how finding you’re mate should be like ..but i’m on thin ice here so i have to be careful with my words .

-Oh , i supposed we could talk about it but i will start first if i hope you don’t mind ..i take a deep breath and looking at him and i begin talking choosing my words carefully

- Listen , i don’t say that I don’t want you..but right now you came in the wrong moments because I don’t have the time to deal with the mate bond and the and hierarchical change .. i have problems that need my mind in the game and need to be solved fast ,my pack is more important than everything right now , i make a pause but when i’m about to start again he interrupters me and i don’t have the chance to finish what i wanted to tell him feeling weird about what he is about to say .

-Wait , wait .. what make you think that i want you as my mate ? I mean you’re hot and all that but I still heard the rumors about you and you’re wolf ,in fact i’m pretty sure that you didn’t chased squirrels all night ..probably you gone crazy again and killed some members of you’re on pack .He said with grin all over his face that made me wanted to ripped out his head but suddenly i came to realize that i don’t fell pain because of rejection , it’s should hurt like hell ,i mean like much worst than the pain i had a few hours ago ,even Kira saying in my head that something is wrong with him and it’s not our mate it took my by surprise ,I didn’t expect this to happend , I mean he wasn’t so cold when we meet this morning, this is not how a mate bond should work ; i mean he is actually so wicked and a good actor that I couldn’t see right to it ,I could sense his gaze over me searching for a sign that he broke me ..guess what boy i was already broken so this is not affecting me like it would do to others so i pull myself together and i finish this bullshit .

- ok , good to know, i accept you re rejection and with that i will ask you to leave and for you’re on safety stay away from my territory.

-Oh and Dylan .. how did you fake the mate bond ?

He was looking at me with shocked, as if I had caught a child in the cake jar.

-What are you talking about ? I didin’t fake anything .. you’re crazy to think about that !

-listen here , i know is a trick because from what i know this isn’t how a mate bond should work , not on and off and i can feel that something if wrong with you .

His eyes were glowing ,like he’s having an internal battle ,his face was red .

As i open the door, he was fuming like a train but I don’t give a f**k ! I cannot let someone to make me feel worthless or not to be able to protect my pack !

He was yelling at me “ you b***h , i will make you pay for this !”

He is even worst that his father, he said clearly that he didn’t want me so I’m going to make a scene about this ..at least now i have a enemy in plus !

I didn’t know him also I didn’t look into him ,where is my fault but his father was a pain in the ass, he couldn’t see anything but war and revenge, blood bath..anything that could make him fearless and powerful ,he wanted to conquer the world, he died and now i have his son to be a pain in the ass also , damn this thing will remain between me &him and the walls..I should know that this will happen .. everyone who want my power and come after me usually force a witch to help them with the mate bond that’s why i will never want a mate , in any form they will come i will reject them all , it is how it’s work because the prophecy is more like a curse.

It was a stressful day ,a hard one I might say and my stomach growled a few time now remembering that I didn’t eat nothing all day and it’s already 4 pm .

I mind-link Ryan telling him that the meeting is over and the dumb alpha will never step a foot again in my territory ,i let him know that i will eat something and take a short nap until Alex and the witch arrives.

He asked what happened but i told him that in the next meeting i will let them know .. i can’t hide stuff that affect the pack , after all my job is to protect them but also they need to protect themselves in first place so they should know from who more exactly .

but before i go to sleep , i will check the demon , not that i have a lot to look at , kira thorn him into pieces .

i was heading back to greenhouse to inspect what was left from that piece of trash but he was nowhere to found .

What a hell ? he coudnt just walk away , it was dead , is not like he could fly around like birds or to go unnoticed ...but once again he wasn't normal werewolf so i should expect this to happend !

the only thing that stayed behind it was the blood from him ..at least i can take a sample and take it to the lab ..maybe they will find something ..anything is ussefull giving the fact that i don’t know why he came for me; considering the fact that i don't have anything to do here , i'm heading back in the pack house , while i pass through the kitchen to take something to eat .

i was hungry , i hadn't have the chance to eat so it's normal for me to feel dizzy and sleepy after the night and meeting i had .

the chief saw me coming , i guess he knew that i'm hungry so he told me to wait a few minutes until he makes my favorite pizza ..God, last time i had eaten pizza was like three months ago .

Diavola was my thing , a bit tho spicy but with an amazing taste ..giving the fact that now i will eat anything i get because i'm already starving .

after twenty minutes i finally got my pizza , i found a nice tv show so i started to eat .

besides the omega's the pack house was empty ..Alex should be back soon , Ryan i think is on training field and Carlos probably is going to push someone's buttons ..i mean it's what he does with anyone except me .. everybody know not to push my buttons , sometimes i'm actually glad that they are afraid of me , in this way they leave me alone , which is good ..but i feel like an outcast in some days ..anywhay we can't have all ..it's not how life work's .

i finished eating , i put my plate on the table in the kitchen and heading to my bedroom .

now i can sleep a little before alex comes back .

I was having a weird feeling of warm, someone was hugging from behind , as i open the eyes i can see that i'm in my bed but i can 't figure it out who is next to me .

I turn o the other side and there he was , his blue eyes , messed hair and his soft lips .

"if you keep staring like that i'm gonne turn my back on you ,love "

he's voice was soft like music to my ears ,his touch was something from hevean giving me chills thro my spine .He is like a Godd, he's abss are fit , a lot of muscles that now are hugging me ,his skin next to mine it like the hot sand when you get out of the cold water ,i was feeling sparks when he touched me and now he was on top of me ,kissing me gently and giving me shivers.

WHAT THE f**k WAS THAT??

Oh boy , no i’m having sexy dreams .

Now that i’m awake again .. it’s like the univers doesn’t want me to sleep , i try to get that dream out of my head .I know that almost two months had passed since last time i had s*x but this is getting weird .

But I will not prejudge my feelings for Alex, already my feelings are mixed and I do not know if I am able to cope emotionally if I lose him as a friend. I know I will lose some of him when he finds his mate but until then I hope to spend time together even if sometimes it is too intimate , it’s helps us both this compromise, we are friends with benefits as long as this does not interfere with the hierarchical relationships in the pack.

my wolf is not happy about me having s*x with Alex, she's mad because i didn't save me for my mate ..well ..i don't think i will ever know him giving the circumstances.

i mean .. i have to be careful not to be marked and mated with another wolf other that my real mate ..which is hard now because of the witches who will figure it all out eventually how to fake the mate bond even better so i will have to pay more attention in to the details .

I was now listening a song that i'm obsessed , it's called "Tusa" from Becky G while i was sitting on the edge of the bed .I'm thinking about Alex , i can't wait for him to be here , i miss him and he left not even for 24 hours ..lost in toughts now

i was remembering the first night we slept together,losing my virginity with him was no regret and i will do it again if i could .

He already had the experience with a lot's of girls but he made me feel wanted and loved even we are not mates.

We went in that night out of town at Hotel close to the border , he was so romantic .

I remebered when i walked in the hotel room the bed and the floor were full with rose petals ,candels which smelled like jasmine ,soft sheets and a calming light ...my first night was something i will never forget and i will always loved Alex for the efort he put in for me even he was never this kind of guy with the rest of the girls he had and have slept with .

Somethimes i even get gelous on the other girls but i know i have mixed feelings about him and i will never be able to tell him because i will brocke our promise .

We promise each other that when will we find our mates we will stopped this and forgetting about what we had because it was just to have a shoulder to cry metaphorically speaking .

And ideed when the time comes we will loose our feelings for each other because the mate bond it's stronger than everything .

He is now the person i love and make me feel alive but this will fade away in time ..even now i can feel that he is no longer into me so much .. it’s not a wonder that it’s been so much time since last time we had s*x , he’s a playboy again so i