CHAPTER 8
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When you feel cold and warm at the same time ,when you read over the same line for the tenth time,when your heart and thoughts somehow appear to rhyme,and when a simple name conquers your whole mind ,then you are in deep trouble my friend, you are in what they call love.
~unknown~
I'm now back home to my room and KB's thoughts can't leave my mind.
He came to the hospital for a split second and left without even saying goodbye , that thought itself makes me sick.
I took my phone from the bed stand to check if anyone had texted or even call.
of course no notification except the bible notification .
I guess KB was also thinking of me and in that instant he called me,I picked on the first ring because why not.
Babe❤?: hey baby I'm really sorry I left abruptly at the hospital, been trying to solve some s**t here at home but it seems everyone has made up their minds .
Me: uh, wait, what's going on, you are getting me worried , I mean could you just tell me in details please .
he is silent on his side for a while.
Me: hey talk to me please , what's wrong really, aren't you just gonna stay silent, hey are you there.
Babe❤?: Yeah, uh, I can hear you, it's just that I don't know how to tell you this or how you gonna react because the thought of it is killing me already I don't know how you'll take everything .
Me: Can we just meet and talk about whatever you want to tell me .
Babe❤?: I don't know if its a good idea but if you feel like a bit okay we can.
Me: Where are we meeting .
Babe❤?: I'll pick you up in ten...
I just nodded and hanged up because why not.
He's been acting weird for some time now , and I really want us to talk things out.
my phone is ringing while I'm halfway through the stairs and its KB I know he's at the gate,
Mum was in the dinning room drinking coffee .The moment he saw me she stopped doing what she was doing.
"wait, why are you holding your shoes, where are you going at this hour"
I sighed because I didn't have an excuse at this time.
"uh, I'm just meeting a friend, I'll be quick"
"its that boy again"
I stayed silent because it was.
"He seems like a nice guy, you better be here in an hour"
What did she allow me to see a guy like, what has happened to my mum really.
"Why are you still standing there"
"yes"
I said it feeling nervous and left the house.
KB called again when I was already at the gate.
The moment he spotted me he hanged up.
He opened the door for me without even giving me a hug or a kiss but its okay.
We are now hitting the road in silence when he asked abruptly being courteous about his words
"so uh, how are you feeling "
"I don't know , but I feel a little better "
He just nodded , looked out the window and came to a stop as always opened the door for me.
He brought me at the fountain, this place is beautiful"
"uh huh, it's so cold out here"
He took off his jacket and hanged it on my shoulders.
I gave him a simple smile
"Thanks"
He nodded and talked at the same time.
"I don't know if this is the right moment to tell you this "
Then he went mute , I didn't want to rush him so I just remained silent .
"come here"
He roughly pulled me to his chest I could feel his breath , He pressed his hard chest on mine and the tension in the air didn't mind that we were in the middle of the city .
He looked at my lips intensely and grabbed my lips as fast as he pulled me to him, the kiss was rough with longing, lust and want.all my senses left my soul and mind and this is what I wanted in this exact moment, I didn't want him to let go I felt safe all the doubt I was feeling is nowhere to be felt.
He let go as fast and left me to my thoughts I didn't want the kiss to end so soon .
He rubbed his head twice, this is a habit of his whenever he's nervous .
I took his hand in mine
"hey, hey , look at me "
He took in a deep breath and just let me guide him.
" its okay, just take a deep breath, its gonna be fine"
He looked at me intensely and half smiled and half laughed.
"You seem so calm today,"
he came behind me and hugged me.
"I still don't know what I did to deserve you, you are pretty and beautiful, not just the pretty face you have a good heart, you are so understanding, your personality is great and you are very wise"
I turned around now looking at him gave him a lil peck and smiled at him.
"Can you just go straight to the point already I'm getting curious"
"Just know I've done everything to change s**t but no one is buying it"
I sighed now mad he's going through weird shortcuts.
"Seriously, can you just tell me already, I need to be home"
I looked on my phone
"in seven minutes time"
He turned around and started walking at the fountain .
"We are leaving to the US on friday"
He turned around to see my reaction.
Everything in me drained completely I felt numbed to pain, it hurts fr, so this is what Kayla felt when Bry broke the news to her, I felt like I'm being stabbed right on my heart.
I didn't know it'll be this hard , it feels like a heartbreak,
"Hey baby, talk to me you've been silent for two minutes straight "
"When did you know, you'll be leaving "
He rubbed his face up and down
"uh, before we met, I didn't know what we felt for each other would be a longtime thing that's why I didn't bother telling you"
We've been typically together for a month now .
Huh so that's his reason really.
"I don't know how I'm supposed to feel after that statement, understand you or get pissed I don't know, so all this time you haven't been feeling s**t for me, I mean all the memories we've created really, it just hurts"
I didn't know I was crying until he wiped off my tears with his thumb and brought me to his chest, I cried and I didn't want to stop.
"You mean so much to me baby, don't ever doubt that , you are the only reason I've been talking dad from going to US but he's already made up his mind and I don't know what to do"
I couldn't stop crying ,
"You should have told me earlier to be honest, by now I would have gotten used to the idea of you leaving"
He rubbed my back soothingly to ease the pain.
"I know, I should have told you but I didn't know how to start"
"So how long will you be gone"
He took in a shaky breath and stayed silent for a while
"it could be two years, five, I'm not sure but I'll find a way to come in between the year"
"Five years??"
I asked him with a shocked look
"or even forever"
Icouldn't stop the tears from falling at this point.
"Forever?"
He nodded his head
"What about the house you bought, school and everything?"
"I'll go to school there, the house is ours plus I know you'll take care of it so no worries "
I just shook my head and headed to the car and he was behind me ,
"Wait"
"No KB I can't deal with you right now I just want to go home, mum must be worried at this point"
"Aren't you gonna let us talk about it, we only have like three days "
"So what, I'll talk to you later not now, I can't think straight at this point"
"But i can, please let's not sleep on it"
"we ain't sleeping on it, I'm just tired I've had a long day plus I have a bad headache, so can we"
He nodded and opened the door for me.
The drive was awkwardly silent but I really wasn't in a position to talk to him calmly , I didn't want to say anything that I'll regret later and he just let me be.
We pulled at my gate and this time I didn't wait for him to open my door.
I was already heading to the gate when he pulled me to him tears in his eyes.
"it really hurts when you look so cold towards me can you at least say something"
I honestly didn't know what to say at this point.
"Its fine, let me just think about this I'll get back at you later maybe today itself or tomorrow, I got this, I'm not mad, I'm just kinda shocked at your revelation that's all but we cool"
He pulled me in a hug that lasted for a split second and I had to let him go.
He opened the gate for me .
"Goodnight "
I didn't reply I just nodded my head and closed the gate on his face.
Hey FAM,what do you think, this chapter took me some time to write but here we are ,send in your views at the comment section and let's interact . What would you have done if you were In Kendall shoes,
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