Abused and loved by mate

“Please don’t come near me not again” I was thinking this as my stepbrother got closer and closer to my bed. “When will this stop when will I ever escape this hell, I call home.” “Mari” I heard my stepbrother call my name, but I didn’t say a word thinking that if I pretended to be asleep, he would just leave and go to his room. But, with my type of luck that never happens. My stepbrother was at the foot of my bed starting to take off his clothes to r**e me once again. He got to my bed already stripped naked he got on my bed and staring stripping me naked and continued r**e me over and over again. I can smell the disgusting smell of alcohol in his breath and clothes. When he was done, he left me there.          I don’t cry anymore I don’t feel anything anymore. My tears dried out a long time ago sometimes I feel like I died from the inside and tears don’t help when my stepbrother is alpha to our pack. I was supposed to be the alpha of our pack, but my mom died giving birth to me and my dad remarried some b***h with a kid. In the beginning everything was good but then my dad got murdered 6 years ago by a rogue while protecting the pack. The whole pack blames me for the death of their alpha and Luna like it was my fault they died the way they did.          So, the whole pack decided that they didn’t want a woman as their alpha and they pretty much stole my right as an alpha. I’m the one with alpha blood running through my veins but they don’t seem to care. I have tried many times to report my brother for abuse but they all just turn a blind ear to anything said against their precious alpha.I am the rightful heir the blue moon pack, but everyone has decided to abuse and hate me since the day I was born.