Honey (bxb)

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Jesse

Liar!

He told me he wasn't playing with me!

He's a damn liar!

I could hear his faint yelling behind me but I didn't want to look back. I don'ts wanna see his face.

Everyone is a f*****g liar!

I blinked away the tears cause it was getting really hard for me to see right now.

Why me!?

Why is this happening to me again!?

I bit my lip to keep the sobs from slipping past my lips. Everyone I passed by was giving me weird looks but I didn't care. All I wanted was to escape from this place.

After a few minutes, I made it out of the college. I'm skipping all the classes. I just wanna go home now. I can't face him right now. Just thinking about him makes me cry.

I got on the first bus I saw. I don't even know if it's taking me to my street.

I wiped my tears and looked out, lucky for me it was going in the route to my street. I called mom to ask if she is home.

She is home.

Good.

I need her right now. I sighed, leaning back, and closed my eyes for a minute. Just to stop crying.

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I walked to my house like a zombie. It was raining but I didn't care. At least, it'll help me hide my tears.

I opened the door dripping wet from the rain. As I thought, mom was waiting for me. She knew something was wrong. She must have found out from my voice.

"Oh my god! Jesse, what happened sweetie?" She ran up to me as soon as she saw me. I tried to give her a smile.

Tried.

But failed.

She took me to the living room and got a towel to dry my hair. I sat there like a statue. "Jesse, tell me what happened.... Please.... You know you can tell me everything, right?... You're making me really worried, baby, " Her voice was desperate. I know she is really worried. I can't blame her because this is the first time I'm this messed up. Before this, I always managed to get over things. Mostly because they were not this serious.

I gently touched her hands that were cupping my face. "M-mom?" I croaked out. My voice was hoarse from all the crying. "He do-doesn't love me, mom... " I sobbed, hugging her as soon as I finished the sentence. It was really hard to say.

"It's okay, baby... It's okay.... You're beautiful. He's missing out," My mom said patting my back.

"It was so real, mom....H-he said he wasn't playing and-and—"

"Hey... Hey... It's going to be alright, sweetie. Just relax, okay? " She hugged me close. I nodded because I was afraid if I opened my mouth again, I would start sobbing. "How about you go to your room and freshen up? I will bring you some ice cream," She smiled at me.

I tried to smile back. I need some ice cream right now. I hope it will help. It always did.

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