The crippling anxiety he felt in the bath was the worst feeling ever. Ruslan felt like the most helpless person in the universe, his heart squeezed, his breathing almost stopped when he realized the feelings that he felt were coming from Rosamund. He felt no shame in admitting that he cried and sobbed as he registered those feelings and felt like the worst mate ever. It was Aleksander that reminded him he had to go to Rosamund first. She was so much more important than he ever was. Ruslan was thankful to Aleksander. He had taken care of his emotions and, without thinking anything else, he had gone to Rosamund.
Seeing her cry and feeling her anxiety and doubtful feelings, Ruslan felt like he was the most useless person ever. How could he have left her without saying anything? Without maki
