The Man I Shouldn't Want

She knows she was in trouble the moment her best friend's father looked at her like that. Not like a father. Not like an adult who watched her grow up. But like a man who wanted something he shouldn't touch. ................................................................. A 19 year old girl named Cassy was in her dance class. she was practicing for her upcoming dance contest in which she has participated. dancing is her dream and she wants to achieve it. While she was practicing her best friend Jen approached her. "you're still practicing? it's almost lunch time, girl, come on, let's eat something in cafeteria. i heard that the Barista has made brief steve in lunch." Jen said as her mouth watered just by thinking about food. Cassy softly chuckles at her and shook her head in disbelief, "gosh, you and your obsession towards food." Jen giggles at her and grabbed her hand before dragging towards the cafeteria, "come on, cassy, i don't want to get late!" They both laughed at this and went to the cafeteria. they buyed the steve for themselves and took a seat at the table beside the window. Jen took a bite from her food and hummed in delight, "yummy!~" she said excitedly. After that they both began to talk about random stuffs while eating. after some time Jen asked Cassy while chewing her food. "so, do you have any plans for this Christmas? or, are you planning to go back to your Village to celebrate with your family like always?" Cassy shrugs her shoulders, "i don't know. i always go to my parents house for Christmas but this year... this year i was thinking about celebrating my Christmas here with you." Jen claps her hands in excitement, "wonderful! you made the right decision, babe. we can have so much fun together!" Cassy smiled and nod her head. "Oh, i forgot to tell you, my daddy has bought a new villa and we're going there for Christmas. and now, you're celebrating your Christmas with me then I'll tell my daddy that my best friend is coming with us as well." Jen said. But, Cassy's heart skips a beat after hearing about Jen's father. Cassy has grown up with Jen. they are best friends since primary school. she knows everything about Jen and her father. Edward Black... The name is enough to make anyone fear. he's the most dangerous and feared mafia king of underworld. Cassy and Jen knows about his mafia job. Edward Black is a cold hearted man. but, he has a soft side for Jen and Cassy. he always makes time for them. he has watched them grow up together. He's a single parent. he's wife died in a car accident when Jen was five years old. after he's wife's accident he never got married and raised Jen by himself. But, as time goes Edward's way of look changed towards Cassy. he grew found of her. Cassy also noticed it. the way he looks at her, talks to her and always stays around her makes her heart race. but she kept it to herself and never told Jen about it because she doesn't want to ruin her friendship with Jen. Jen saw that Cassy was lost in her thoughts. she waved her hand infront of Cassy's face, "hello? back to earth, Cassy." She snapped back to her sense and awkwardly smile at Jen, "sorry, i was thinking about something else." Jen shrugs her shoulders and they both finished their food. after that they left the cafeteria and went to their next classes. The day passed by like this. attending classes, taking notes and answers the questions which their teachers asked them. Now it's almost time for university to end. Jen was waiting for Cassy at the University gate. Cassy walked out of the University building and approached Jen, "hey, ready to go?" she asked. Jen nod her head, "yup, let's go to my house. we'll have sleepover there." "But, what about your father? he must be at home, right?" Cassy asked. "Babe, my daddy is at our new villa right now. he's preparing everything there for Christmas. so, don't worry." Jen said excitedly with her arms crossed over her chest. Jen linkes arm with Cassy and lead her towards her car. They both got inside the car, buckle up their seatbelts and Jen turned on the engine. And they left the University. Once they reached Jen's house, Jen parked her car and they got out from the car. It was a huge and luxurious mantion. as Edward Black is a mafia then money is nothing for them. he's hella rich and can buy anything they want. Cassy has came here countless times that she's got used to it now. They both entered inside the mantion and went straight to Jen's room. butler and maids greeted them and both girls greeted them back. After getting in the room they both flopped down on the bed, "let's do some crazy things!" both said excitedly together. They picked up pillows and began to hit each other while giggling and laughing. They pillow fight with each other, played video games in computer and Cassy showed some of her new dance moves to Jen. Just like that they spend the evening together and now it's time for dinner. Butler came and knocks on the door from outside, "princess Jen and princess Cassy, the dinner is ready. come downstairs and have dinner." All maids and butler calls them princesses because Edward told them to. Both girls went downstairs for dinner. they entered inside the dining hall and took their seats at the dining table. Maids serves Verity of foods on the dinning table. Jen's eyes lit up just by looking at the food. Just as they were about to take bite from their food Jen's phone rang. she pulled out her phone from her pocket and saw the caller ID. it was her father Edward Black. She picked up the call, "hey, daddy, how are you? I'm missing you so much." On the other line of the call Edward chuckles softly and replied back, "I'm missing you too, my princess. I'm good and really busy. have you had your dinner, hmm?" "no, me and Cassy were about to eat but you called." she said. There was a pause for few seconds then he spoke again, "she's there with you?" "yes, wait, talk to her." Jen said and handed the phone to Cassy. she shook her head told Jen to talk to her father by herself but Jen didn't listen to her. Cassy took a deep sigh and press the phone against her ear, "umm... hello, uncle Edward." Edward on the other line of the call spoke in a deep low tone which made Cassy's hear skips a beat. "hey, Cassy, how are you?" "I-i'm good, uncle, what about you?" she replied back while stuttering. "I'm good as well... just missing my both princesses." he said and Cassy's cheeks turned slightly red. "Jen messeged me in afternoon and told me that you're coming at our new villa for holidays? is it true, sweetheart?" Ufff, this name always takes her breath away. "Y-yeah, I'm coming with you guys..." her heart was pounding in her chest that she couldn't even form words properly. "wonderful, I'll send my driver to pick you both up tomorrow so we can have some quality time with each other before Christmas. what do you say?" he said and Cassy nervously said yes without having second thought. Whenever she talks to him or look at him she can't think straight at all. she feels dominated by his presence everytime he's near her. "O-okay, I'm handing phone back to Jen-..." before she can finish he cuts her off. "Why? don't wanna talk to me? i thought that you will talk to me a bit more." "No, it's not like that, uncle. I'd love to talk to you. b-but i guess Jen wants to talk to you more. and anyways, we're coming there tomorrow so we'll talk there as much as you want." she said nervously which caused Edward to chuckle at her. "Relax, sweetheart, i was just teasing you. you know... you look cute when you're nervous. okay, I'm hanging up the call now. i have some work to do. see you tomorrow, girls." he said and Cassy hummed in response before hanging up the call. Jen raised her eyebrows, "what did my daddy said?" "You're father said that he'll send his driver tomorrow to pick us up so we can spend more time at your new villa." Jen squirmed in excitement, "That's sounds fun! we'll gonna have so much fun there, girl. I'm so excited!" But Cassy's heart was pounding in her chest. she doesn't understand what is this feeling. but, she knows that it can destroy the friendship between her and Jen but she can't ignore her feelings either. she just quietly ate her dinner while Jen was excitedly talked about what she's gonna do once they got there. ................................................................ Meanwhile.... Edward Black was leaning against the pool wall in swimming pool. his body was completely wet in the water. he was looking extremely hot and sexy whom no woman can resist. He was holding a whine glass in his hand. he took a sip from the whine, "Cassy..." that's the only name was on his lips. He knows that whatever he's doing is wrong but he can't ignore the feeling which has changed for Cassy from his daughter's best friend to a woman. "Oh Cassy, you don't know what you're doing to me. i don't want to feel this for you... but fuck... i don't want to resist either. i wish things were different between us." he whispered those words and gulp down the whine in one go. He sigh deeply and got out of pool and dried himself with a towel. He went inside the villa and went straight to his room. he grabbed a pair of oversized shirt and sweatpants from the cupboard and put them on. While buttoning up his shirts button he stands in front of the mirror and look at the tattoo which he got on his chest and no one knows about it. There was written 'My Cassy' on his chest. he left the few top buttons open and touched the tattoo with his fingertips. "Soon, I'll make it come true, Cassy..." he whispered in low and rough tone which was filled with logging and desires. The desires to have something which is absolutely taboo, forbidden yet it feels so right no matter how wrong it is. The feeling to possess someone who's his daughter's best friend yet he looks at her in a way a man looks at his women. A feeling that he knows that it will gonna destroy everything but it also feels so right when it should feels wrong. He wants her and he'll do anything to have her and somewhere deep inside he knows that Cassy also feels something for him as well. "You're mine, Cassy... i want you, need you and I'll do anything to get you in my arms." He whispered her name like a prayer. and, promised himself that he'll make her his soon.