The Alphas Regret and The True Luna

Chapter 3 The training grounds

As I moved my ass to the training grounds, I had a half hour to get there as the pack was fairly large. I put in my earbuds in and listened to my music as I walked. I just couldn't help but sing along to the lyrics as I bobbed my head. I just could help but belt out the lyrics of my favorite song by the cab called Angel with a shotgun. I just related to the song so much as I sang to myself. Get out your guns, battles begun

Are you a saint or a sinner?

If loves a fight, then I shall die

With my heart on a trigger

They say before you start a war

You better know what you're fighting for

Well, baby, you are all that I adore

If love is what you need, a soldier I will be

I'm an angel with a shotgun

Fighting til' the wars won

I don't care if heaven won't take me back

I'll throw away my faith, babe, just to keep you safe

Don't you know you're everything I have?

And I wanna live, not just survive tonight

Sometimes, to win, you've got to sin

Don't mean I'm not a believer

And major Tom, will sing along

Yeah, they still say I'm a dreamer

They say before you start a war

You better know what you're fighting for

Well, baby, you are all that I adore

If love is what you need, a soldier I will be

I'm an angel with a shotgun

I bobbed my head and a

ended up dancing as I was so lost in the song that it just felt like it was a message to me to whom I was meant to become or if it was who I was, I knew I was different I knew that I never could back down from any fight or challenge that was thrown at me by the pack members that just saw me as weak or the weak link I never understood why I was treated like I was nothing but a stain or the Black sheep Shane always said that I was different and that the pack members didn't like a strong willed women as it was not seen as feminine or that i never bothered to date and he wolves that wanted to get jiggy with it but s*x apparently paled compared to the fated mate bond but I didn't care for s*x I just avoided it because it wasn't worth the pain if anyone one had found their fated mate in the process because there's a chance of jelousey amongst the she wolves and I've seen first hand with the ruby moon pack where the alpha was sleeping with this girl for years as he never found his fated mate and the girls name was Sarah and the alpha name was Alex and when he found his mate Sarah became jelouse as she wanted Alex all to herself and she was determined to be his luna and Sarah did everything in her path to destroy the mate bond between Alex and his true mate to the point she tried to have his mate assassinated by rogues and f****d Alex while the true mate was being attacked and was saved by the beta and gamma as she manipulated Alex to shut his wolf off to the back of his mind while he plowed into Sarah. f**k just thinking about it makes me shiver and sick to my stomach just knowing there were Wolfens like that and it bothers me as some just don't care for the bond and makes we wonder why on earth the moongoddes would grant anyone like that with a wolf spirit. I knew I was excited to get my wolf spirit. I just felt deep down that I knew she would be strong and that she would be my biggest ally in the messed up world. as I near the training grounds, I was shaken from my thoughts as Michael shook me by my shoulder without realizing it was him I took his arm and flipped him over my back and my knee on the back of his neck.

Michael

what the f**k ! I yelled in surprise and I was flipped over onto my chest and lily had her God damn knee on the back of my neck I was taken aback maybe I shouldn't of surprised her like that f**k me I grunted on the ground as I had my other hand tapping the ground I'm a tap out as I yelled LILY ! let me up loca goddess sake !

I looked down and removed my knee from Michael's neck s**t Mike I'm so f*****g sorry ! as I took my ear buds out as I helped you up off the ground and gave you an apologetic look

no worries Lil it's fine but s**t your feisty today what's got you in deep though Shane and the girls are already training come talk to me as we train together hm?

I rolled my eyes, yeah, sure Mike as I walked alongside him as he began talking to me, so Lil, what's on your mind? You seem rather distracted today ? I hesitate a few moments, and I reply, nothing really just dreading the mateing ball. Shane raises his eyebrows and looks at me curiously. Why's that ? everyone is looking forward to the mating ball they would get a chance to find their fated mates? I rolled my eyes. Yeah, I get that, but that is also taking place of my eighteenth birthday. I already got my wolf Athena when I was fourteen. You, Michael and Claire, and Eve are the only ones that know about Athena and the only ones to know that she's pure white with amber eyes and is as tall as an alpha, Athena was dead set on keeping her hidden from this pack and keep her scent masked and she won't tell me why, Shane c***s his head to the side yeah I remember but your wolf is just as special as you she may have her reasons as to why she needs to be hidden but the reason will reveal itself and it could surprise you ya know?

I sighed, look Shane. I'm dreading the mating ball because I have this sinking feeling. I know who my mate is, and I won't say who yet because it's only and inkling, but what I do know is he dosint want me and will reject me without a moment of hesitation I slump my shoulders as we get to the training grounds an i see eve and Clair sparring and Michael was watching them and instructing them I set my bag down and got ready when Shane speaks up, hey Lil even if he does end up rejecting you it means he's a fool to refuse to see that you would bring to the pack and as a mate your very unique and anyone would love to have you as a mate I know if I found out I was fated to you no doubt I'm keeping you because your not just beautiful or a amazing your strong and ambitious and head strong you go after what you want and you get it you have a pure of heart and care more about others well-being than your own l, yeah they would be fool said Clair but guys the whole pack hates lily for no real reason who knows who her mate will be he will be a down right prick she has a reason to be on edge about all this eve said calmly Shane rolls his eyes and mumbles under his breath Hey! don't cuss at me for stating and obvious while you guys are the elephants in the room eve retorted with stern look on her pale goth face.