The Alphas Regret and The True Luna

Chapter 2 Morning text

I had fallen asleep for what seemed hour. I was awakened by the vibrating of my phone on the nightstand it was a group chat from my friends. I sighed, picking up and opening the text to read them

Michael: Hey guys, wake up there's school today, and there's something big going on.

Eve: Come one, Michael. There's always something going on at the school, nothing in any way that is remotely great about it

Shane: What Eve said, "Come on, nothing great happens anyways. What's so great about today? Anyway

come on, guys, I really don't care if it's the second coming of the moongoddes. What's so important about today, Michael?

Michael: Well, Lily banes friends are going nuts searching the pack they said that bane can smell his true mate but dosint know who she is yet but he's going nuts and won't settle even his girlfriend Heather is pissed because she thinks his fated mate will still him from her and has been telling everyone that she's his luna and chosen mate and that bane will reject his fated mate for her

Eve: s**t I feel bad for the poor girl already it's bad enough that every girl throws themselves at him every chance they get he's a prick and self-centered,

Shane: No kidding, I feel bad for the girl, too, and as for Heather, the crazy b***h makes me want to claw my own eyes out ! she's annoying and self riotous thinks she's above everyone because she's the daughter of the alphas beta

seriously what does it matter he's choosing her anyways and the pack will fall if he does I doubt that bane will have any less common sense to see that his father and mother do not like Heather and will not accept her as luna but than again banes not the one to let anyone stand in his way let alone his parents he always gets what he wants and rain check guys the only girls not throwing themselves at him as is me and Eve so there's two of us that don't like him or his girlfriend.

I set my phone down and got up to go shower before I went for breakfast. I never ate at the packhouse. I always ate at home. I didn't like being around the pack as I found it to noisy, and I avoid Heather and her stupid friends Emma and Rachel and Mandy are just as bad as Heather and just as annoying and I can't stand them I could hear my brothers moving about downstairs and bickering about who's making breakfast today and what the chores are to be done I paid no mind to them as I closed the bathroom door and turned the water on to start the shower I place my hand under the water making sure the temperature was right before I stripped down I hated my body as I was less than average for a she wolf I had 32 aa cup boobs pretty much flat chested and I had long black hair and my dark onyx brown eyes I stood five foot tall and small hips and a small ass i didn't have the right looks for any of the he wolves as they preffered brunettes and blonds and big breasts and big asses I rolled my eyes in the mirror as the bathroom began to steam up and I stepped into the shower feeling the hat water rain down on my pale skin as I shut my eyes feeling the water drip down my body and opening my eyes to feel the water drops drop down from my lashes and I stare at the wall for a few moments thinking about my birthday in three months Then the group chat texts came to mind that Bane could smell his fated mate and is looking for her and hasn't found her yet but we know she's within this pack I couldn't help but think who his mate could be is she going to be like the current luna ? is she going to be rejected? I shook the thought from my mind as I shouldn't be worried about it and that I shouldn't care who Bane's mate is, and I washed my hair and my body quickly and turned the water off to grab a towel and dry off I blew dry my hair and I picked a simple black skin tight work out pants and and a dark green sports bra and grabbed a hoodie and grabbed a pair of black convers and padded down the stairs to see my older brothers greet me with big smiles and good morning

good morning guys as I wrap my arms around my older brothers, they hug and kiss my cheek.

Dean, so little sis, your birthday is coming up soon. Are you excited to get your wolf ? as I smile brightly at her

I hesitate as you ask. I am. Yeah, I'm nervous about the first shift. My friends say it hurts, but it fades over time and gets easier.

Dean well yeah it will, but it will pass I can't wait for the first shift dad and Sam and your friends will be there with you every step of the way and after we can shift into our wolves and we can go for a run.

Sam, yeah, Lil, don't worry much about the first shift but you should worry about when you find your mate after you turn 18 and shift for the first time you will be able to find your mate too maybe right away if not they might be not from the pack or they maybe still younger.

but Sam,I don't want a mate as I hesitate as my brows furrow, and I let out a deep sigh... I've seen how high ranks trust their mates when they find out and outright reject them. I'm terrified I'll get mated to someone high rank, and they would reject me without hesitation. I'm only a warrior as I looked out the window. I don't want a mate that would treat me bad either as I saw in a neighboring pack that some found their fated mate and refused to reject them, but torture them by cheating on them with other shewolves and that the betrayal pains are so much worse...

Dean Lil, the moongoddes, chooses fated mates for reasons, and she is cryptic on the reason that sometimes the rejected get their second chance mate sometimes she fates people to see how they would react and grant the second chance because they are worthy of second chance while the rejecter won't get a second chance mate and have to take a chosen mate but the connection won't be as strong as a fate bond but you never know just hold on hope and maybe you might get lucky.

Sam yeah lily don't let what others cloud your judgment there are good he wolves out there, ya know, and maybe he might have been waiting to find his mate for a long time.

I sighed maybe your both right, but I still stand by that. i don't want a mate. i just don't want to deal with the headache of an asshole mate. You all know me. I'm too stubborn to back down from a challenge, let alone stand up for myself and others f**k as I muttered and smirk I feel bad for the poor basturd that will want to reject me ill happily accept faster than he can spit the words out because if he don't want me than that's his loss as I smirk.

that's the spirit Lil both Dean and Sam say in unison with bright smiles and ruffled her hair and dished out breakfast of bacon and eggs and toast and orange juice. and we all sat down to eat as we laughed and joked about random things as I looked at my watch, realizing the time s**t I have to go Michael and Shane and Clair and Eve are waiting for me at the training grounds as I got up and put my dishes away and I hugged and kissed my big brothers on the cheek and said good by as I grabbed my bag and ran out the door to get to the training grounds