Step 25. Office
Playlist: “Unsteady” by X Amabassadors
Eric was a bundle of nerves today. We’re sitting - rather he is sitting and I am partially laying down - in my doctor’s office. To be more specific, in the ultrasound technician’s lab. He keeps cracking his knuckles so many times that I have to ask him to hold my hand just to keep from developing a tick.
The technician lifts my blouse. “Let’s get started, shall we?”
I had already unbuttoned my jeans and pulled them down slightly. I’ll miss these skinny pants in another few weeks. Hell, I’ll miss being skinny for years. I’ll be in my thirties this next round. Losing baby weight will not be the same. But then again, nothing will ever be the same. Might as well embrace the chaos.
We decided as a threesome to tell the kids when I sta
