Chapter 1: My girlfriend is straight
I should be happy, shining my teeth at least, that my plan had worked out, that I had finally caught my fiance in the act and there's proof to show for it, but what made me stand there frozen, watching a scene I could never unseen. Was my fiance thrusting into my girlfriend's ass, and my girlfriend moaning like there's no tomorrow.
I stood there flabbergasted, this was my girlfriend, the reason I was fighting to cancel this marriage. The girl I trusted, shared my happiness with a future—but I guess I was the only one thinking about that. Because here she is, legs spread wide, eyes rolled back in bliss that I have never seen before.
No, I can't believe this, it can't be, she can't do this. She isn't like that, she doesn't like men because we… Wait maybe… maybe she was forced. Yeah, I have got to separate him from—.
“Ah, f**k, yes Lucas… yes, this feels so good…Fuck you're so big, didn't know what I was missing out.” Sera moaned, I paused mid step as her last words hit me like a punch to the skull.
I couldn't breathe anymore, I didn't even know what I was going to do there anymore. All I could hear was skin slapping against skin. My eyes stayed locked, watching as if my brain couldn't understand what's going on.
Tears burned my eyes. My legs wanted to give out, and I reached for the door for support. "What she had been missing out on?” Does that mean she wanted this and she wasn't forced? That explains everything: the "I'm tired” anytime I ask, the distance between us that I didn't understand or know when it started.”
"f**k sera, baby,” Lucas grunted. "Your p***y feels so good and tight…it feels so good being inside you. Take all of my d**k like a good girl you are.”
"Ah, yes daddy! I will take it all!!!?
My hand flew to my mouth, pressing hard to stop the nausea. But my heart was already torn into pieces.
My mind races, trying to understand without stopping.
Was she straight all this while? Bisexual? Had she been having s*x while we were in a relationship? Every plan that we planned and shared for the future, was it, already shoved down the garbage disposal.
I felt tired, used and like a big fool.
“f**k, yes, I'm close!!" Sera moaned.
And that snapped me out from my thoughts, I quickly brought out my phone and fumbled to record the scene, I'm done trying to process this, I now know how it feels to get cheated on, but that won't stop me from getting the evidence I needed, even if she gets caught in it. She chose this.
I had not realized I was crying, until my tears dropped on my phone screen. I quickly cleaned it on my dress and pressed the start button to record but the snap sound of a picture taken was what I got and it was enough to catch their attention.
They both froze and I could feel their eyes on me but that wasn't important right now. I laughed bitterly. “Why can't even this one thing go as I wanted?" I said, voice barely a whisper. As I stood looking at the picture I took instead of a video, Lucas face wasn't even showing clearly.
" S-Satella…” Sera stammered, eyes wide in panic. “What… what are you doing here?”
I looked at her as she stood up grabbing the blanket to cover herself, like that could cleanse my eyes of what I had just seen or maybe wipe the memory away.
She took a step forward and I took one back, wiping the tears that made my day even worse.
"What am I doing here?” I slowly repeated, meeting her eyes. "That's a question I would have happily answered if you weren't the one under him!” My hands balled into fists. "So you don't get to ask me that question. I DO."
She shook her head, still holding the blanket. “No, it's not—its not what it looks like."
I laughed bitterly. “So, even you take me as a fool, telling me it's not what it looks like. Then what does it look like, Sera." I pointed my finger at her. “I caught you cheating on me with my f*****g fiance and you happily spread your hole for him, moaning God knows what, like it was the best thing that had happened to you and you had the f*****g nerve to tell me that it's not what it looks like!!"
She opened her mouth but nothing came out. Her face mixed with guilt, shame and fear.
" You're such a liar," I hissed. "After everything, the promise, the secrets, the future we… how could you do this to me!”
Then I heard Lucas laughing, it started little, then increased like he found this so entertaining, which is getting on my nerves and all I wanted to do was stick my heels in his throat and stop that laugh forever.
"How dramatic you both look right now.” He said. "Especially you, Satella, you always act like you know it all, like you could have anything you want, but guess what you look like a f*****g clown in your own plan."
That did it, something inside me snapped. My whole body shook with rage. He didn't even look that surprise, which means he knew that sera and I where a thing and he went ahead and f****d her.
“You f*****g asshole!" I screamed, and I wanted so badly to storm towards him, raise my hand high enough and deliver a befitting slap he damn well deserved, but I can't do that because if I did I would be putting more spice on my plate and I can't handle too much spice. So I stood there shaking with rage.
“Satella.”
"Don't you f*****g touch me Sera,” I spat at her, when she tried to hold me. Tears blurred my vision again and I don't even know why. Maybe… maybe because her hand couldn't stop shaking as she tried to hold me, like it hurts her seeing me this way or because of the helplessness I feel at this moment.
“Why did you do it, Sera, you promised me that I was the one." I looked up and our eyes met. “I was going to end this for us to be together freely and I know you are scared for people to know but I wasn't going to back down, I was ready to fight and I hoped that you would see my…that you…”
I couldn't even complete my words because nothing made sense anymore.
"Satella, I…”
"There's no need to explain yourself, you have made your choice, not like I mattered. God I never mattered to anyone.” I turned to Lucas who was still sitting on the bed with a smug smile on his face.
"I want you to call off this engagement.” I said and raised up my phone. "Or this goes to the internet.”
Then he stood up, not bothering to cover himself at all, took his time wearing his pants and shirt, like he didn't even care about what I just said. “I'm not f*****g joking Lucas, call your parents and tell them that the deal is off."
“Ohh, you are joking, Satella, because if you aren't, you won't be asking that. Because it can not happen the way you want this time, and that so-called threat of yours, guess what, I'm always one step ahead." He pointed at my phone. “Post that and this goes online as well which clearly indicates that you're a lesbian."