PROLOGUE
If someone had told me that my best friend, the boy who lent me his hoodie on rainy nights, who called to make sure I’d eaten, was a billionaire,
I would’ve laughed.
Josh never looked like money.
He looked like comfort.
Like safety.
Like the only constant in my messy, heartbreak-filled life.
And yet, there I was, standing in the middle of his mansion, dripping wet from the storm, realising I’d been falling for him long before I ever knew his secret.
The walls around me gleamed with polished marble, the chandeliers sparkled despite the rain-soaked darkness outside, and the soft hum of the heating made the air feel almost unreal. It wasn’t just the grandeur of the place, it was the quietness, the kind of silence that made you notice every thought, every heartbeat, every ache in your chest.
I should’ve felt out of place. I should’ve felt small. But with Josh there, I felt… safe. Like maybe, just maybe, everything would be okay.
It should’ve been simple.
But love never is.
Not when your past shows up at your door.
Not when your heart can’t choose between what’s safe… and what still hurts.
I thought I had learned the rules of my own heart. I thought I could protect myself from the messiness of falling too fast, of trusting too much. But standing there, in the warmth of his home while the storm raged outside, I realised I was already too late. My heart had decided for me long ago.
Because sometimes, love doesn’t save you,
It tests you.
Tests the boundaries you set, tests the patience you thought you had, tests every quiet corner of your soul you never knew existed. And I was about to fail, spectacularly.
I could see him now, the way he moved around the room, calm and unbothered, completely unaware, or maybe perfectly aware of the storm inside me. He had always been there, steady, unshakable, my silent guardian. But this new truth, this secret of his, made me realise how little I actually knew about him.
And yet, as I stood there, soaked and shivering, my thoughts messy and my pulse racing, I felt something I hadn’t expected. Something daring, something reckless: the desire to stay. To see where this could go. To see if maybe, just maybe, love could be simple.
But it wouldn’t be. Not tonight. Not ever, if the past or the truth had its way.