come back to me

chapter 8

ANTHONY POV:

the day went like usual except for the fact that i can't stop thinking about Evelyn. god, why is this happening?and if it's happening then I'm supposed to keep it in control like i always did. i can't actually let her know how she's affecting me..how my eyes can't help but follow her every single move.. whenever it happens, i stay away from her until i get a grip on myself. but now it's so f*****g hard amd infuriating. and the worst part? today she looked ready to get devoured..and i was second guessing my actions and wanted to go home and have my fill..those big innocent eyes and rosy cheeks with slightly parted lips, when she looked at me in the morning after i kissed her. i know she was shocked. is she also thinking about me right now? or the kiss we shared?

i remember the first time I kissed her.. it was three years after our marriage.. that day was really tough. and after working, my friend offered to take me to his club and relax.. i had agreed because that would mean i don't have to see Evelyn for a bit longer..it seems like a better idea to me..so i went to the club after work with my friend..Jack, my friend owns the club 'Moonlight' and he said I'll have my time there. He said with a teasing smile but i brushed it off because what worse that can happen?

when we reached there, i remember he took me to the VIP room..the bartender gave us our drink.. after a few drinks i felt a bit better..and that's when i realised the meaning of his words from earlier about me having my time in here. because after a few minutes, two ladies came inside the VIP room..and not to judge them but they were barely clothed..one sat on jack's lap and the other lady came closer to me and sat on my lap..the weird alarm rang inside my head. but before i could react, she wrapped her arms around my neck and started stroking my hair..

"get off" i said but she looked puzzled and i saw jack giving me questioning looks

"miss, please get off, i don't want to push you and hurt you so, GET OFF"I said and she finally got off from my lap..that feeling was irritating.

"man are you crazy? enjoy your time, bro" jack said and i glared at him. that was enough to make him shut up..i got up and took my blazer and walked away. i heard him calling out my name but i was furious and needed to leave that damn place..i headed home and sat on the couch after dropping my blazer off on the couch..i looked around at the footsteps . i saw Evelyn coming outside from mark's room..maybe she's coming after making mark sleep..she stopped when she saw me..she was hesitant to walk towards me but did it anyway.

"will you have dinner?" she asked and i shook my head as i looked at her from head to toe..she then was about to walk away but i stopped her. she turned around and i asked her to come closer. i saw the hesitation in her eyes. that was kind of annoying.. but she came closer eventually,. I looked at her when she stood right in front of me and i grabbed her wrist and pulled her on my lap and i heard her gasp in surprise..her hands were around my neck.. she was on my lap just like that lady but that irritating feeling was missing now.. with one arm around her waist and pulled her closer and her chest was pressed against mine. with my free hand, i grabbed her chin between my thumb and fingers and pulled her face closer to mine

"next time, when i call you, come to me without that hesitation in your eyes, understand?" i said and she nodded.. I Caressed her cheek with my knuckles and i felt her shivering under my touch. that gave me a weird satisfaction. and i leaned closer to her and kissed her..i don't know where the hunger came from but gosh that night i wanted to just devoure her.. and i did.. it was one of the most passionate night..

i also realised that not kissing her wasn't a punishment for her but a missed out chances for me.. her lips tasted like heaven.. from that night, it's been so different between us.. tonight i might just recreate it again. I'm very much tempted to do it..even though i hate her but if I'm being honest, she feels amazing..

today work wasn't completd..well because my mind couldn't stop replying that moment from the morning..