Love isn't Easy

You are not happy

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Three months later

Ashley, Sweety, Nancy, Nicky all girls were in canteen discussion about the upcoming farewell party on next week. Girls were super excited what to wear, what to shop, Jewellery, dresses, shoes, makeup, hairs, all were so excited as it is their farewell party organised by juniors.

Nancy was also excited but she is not at all good in expressing her emotions she was just smiling and talking when necessary. Ashley and Nikki were super excited and enthusiastic. Sweety was lost in her thought and hardly taking any participation in any discussion. Ashley observe Sweety.

"Hey Sweety, where are you lost? ", Ashley inquired narrowing her eyes.

" Oh yeah, Sweety you are so silent today, All fine", Nikki asked just realizing.

"Yes, it's all fine", Sweety said almost crying.

" God, why are you crying? ", Ashley asked she was hyper. Ashley is someone who is very extrovert who didn't shut her mouth and would talk her heart out.

This made Sweety cry more, Nikki hugged her. All the people in the canteen were watching on their table.

Nancy went to Sweety hugged her and said softly

" Sweety, calm down, everyone is watching us", as she concious and didn't like about being centre of attention.

"What the hell Nancy, she is crying and in trouble I guess, you are asking her to shut just people are watching. Don't we have freedom to show emotions, you are good at keeping your emotions with yourself doesn't mean everyone can do it", Ashley let out her outburst as she was already confused for Sweety crying and not knowing the reason.

Rick and Bryan came to their table after hearing the commotion

"What happen babe? ", Rick asked Ashley holding her shoulder and kissing her forehead. Yes, they have dating since one month.

Ashley move out in anger Rick followed her.

Sweety was composed by now

"Oh God!!! I am so sorry guys, I was just sad that I I I would miss everyone,my friends, I don't know from where we wil go ,which field we will choose so, this is last days of our school, I am sorry everyone", Sweety exclaimed sadly

half smiling as she was embarrassed for her behavior.

Ashley was in midway and heard everything, she came back.

"You b***h, couldn't you say earlier just for nothing I shout at Nancy, I am sorry Nanz", Ashley say guilty.

" Its okay Ash, I didn't mind", Nancy said smiling.

"Okay guys, now calm down and have s group hug", Nikki chirped excitedly.

Rick and Bryan too join in for the group hug.

Soon bell rung and break was over everyone went back to classes.

Later in the evening

Nancy and Sweety were at Nancy place usually hanging out. They were discussion about farewell party and upcoming exams. Nancy coul make out Sweety was not herself lately. She does not joke around, laugh, she even stop sharing her dreams about David, Nancy realised it's been so long she haven't share anything regarding David or anything. She was busy with school, studies, pre boards exams, test, She just fail to notice her friend is not happy. Today what happened in canteen she could sense Sweety was lying the reason she was crying. She couldn't stop herself and asked.

"You are not happy? ", Nancy asked firmly.

" Huh, where from came that", Sweety asked confused as she look from her phone where she was watching different hairstyle on YouTube.

"Today what happened in canteen, I know you were lying, and I am sorry I am late to notice but you haven't talk about David from so long time", Nancy asked slowly

" It's not that I didn't lie in school it was truth partially I am sad for leaving school, all you friends, happy or sorrow we spend time together, share our problems, I would miss it", Sweety said being emotional hugging Nancy. How much she needed it.

"Then share your problem Nancy, if you want to? I am all ears", Nancy said hugging Sweety, caressing her back to make her that she care.

Sweety left her slowly and sat down in bed, flipping her hair front back.

" I don't know Nancy, but after the day, you remember we met Neil in sports club? " , Sweety asked Nancy pausing in between

Nancy nodded

"I felt after that David was talking less with me, our usual fight, our conversation, our chats slowly it was all missing, when we are together he talk with me in few words but like before he won't even talk with me. He stopped replying my messages or calls. Now he avoid me like I am a sort of plague or something ", Sweety said trying hard not to cry which she has been doing a lot lately.

Nancy was afraid her thoughts went back to Sarah, Sweety was reminding her about Sarah. She just shook her head to clear out the horrible incident of her life. She focus on present situation.

" Do you think it's Neil? He told David something ", Nancy asked slowly praying it may not be.

Sweety shook her head.

" No, I don't think, in school when ever he see me, he muses and give looks like I will go now tell to David, nudge me, tease whenever he see David near me, make me shy, like everyone even he is oblivious about David behavior towards me ", Sweety said smiling sadly.

Nancy breath a relief.

Nancy felt bad for Sweety, Why a girl who is in love is hurt every time. Why a girl have to suffer everytime. She just became more determined not to be so weak in love no matter what.

Nancy was very bad at consoling, she didn't understand how to console Sweety, she always knew love hurts and it's wrong, it bring sadness always as what she have accounter so far. Nancy was watching her in sympathy

Sweety understanding her friends dilemma. She gave small smile.

"Hey I am fine, please don't give those looks, I have you all", Sweety said trying to change the mood.

That how Sweety was, a very strong girl who can express and control emotions very well when needed.

Nancy hugged her.

" Can you move on", Nancy asked her and inner heart ask herself instead "can you? ". She just closed her eyes.

Sweety shook her head smiling sadly.

" It hurts", she said sadly tears in her

eyes, her finger pointing to her heart. Nancy presses her shoulder to support having nothing to say that

"Anyway, let's focus on our dresses and hairstyle for party", Sweety said while wiping her tears. Nancy nodded and they started working on it.