Denial

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Kayla's Pov I woke up to my sister yelling at me again because it's just the norm at this point "5 more months" I keep telling myself while she continues to yell at me for one thing or another I couldn't bring myself to care anymore "b***h WHY ARE YOU IGNORING ME" my sister yelled "because I don't give two shits anymore this is getting old" I said and covered my mouth straight away not knowing why that came out of my mouth "WHAT DID YOU SAY" she yelled again "I said I don't give two shits anymore this is getting old" I said again not knowing where this sudden confidence was coming from. My sister tried to hit me but I caught her hand and twisted her arm "OW, OW, OW, f**k" she yelled while I continued to twist her arm I couldn't seem to stop myself she started crying and I finally let go "DON'T f*****g BOTHER TRYING THAT s**t AGAIN" I yelled in her face and pushed her into the nearest wall, she ran off crying probably to go tell ou- sorry I mean her parents they are barely my parents their just a sperm doner and a birther that's it. I sat on my bed still trying to figure out where that sudden confidence and strength came from I had never been able to stand up to her like that "KAYLA YOU f*****g LITTLE b***h" I heard my 'mother' yell and come stomping towards my room, she bust though my door my still crying 'sister' behind her "WHY DID YOU HURT YOUR SISTER" she yelled in my face but just like with my 'sister' I felt sudden confidence "BECAUSE SHE'S A LITTLE MANIPULATIVE, LYING, CUNT JUST LIKE HER MOTHER" I yelled in her face, she went silent and just looked shocked that I would retaliate I had never yelled at her I was always to scared to. My 'mother' then tried to hit me but I did the same thing I did to my 'sister' I caught her arm and twisted it until she had tears in her eyes before I finally let go of her and my 'mother' still thought she could try and manipulate me "but I'm your mother to Kayla" she said trying to insinuate I was just like her "I have never been your daughter, I'm just a f*****g physical punching bag for her" I said pointing at my 'sister' "and an emotional punching bag for you, it makes me sick to think I'm biological related to the two of you as soon as I'm finished school I'm getting the f**k out of here and never talking to you ever again" I said coldly that had finally stunned my 'mother' silent and I pushed her into the same wall I pushed my 'sister' into. "NOW GET THE f**k OUT" I yelled it was almost like I wasn't talking in my own voice I sounded so different but my 'mother' and 'sister' just ran off probably to get my 'father' but I didn't care I grabbed my bag and started walking to school, I was so happy I could finally go to school without getting beat everyday now I just have to get rid of the twins and I'm free to go about my day, I walked into school while everyone stared at me, I assume they heard what happened with the twins and Ruby yesterday but I didn't care I was proud of myself it's been years since I've had a peaceful day. I was walking to my first class of day, Maths while everyone was still staring at me "what do you all have a staring problem stop f*****g staring I know i'm hot but damn" I said to all of them 'what the f**k why did I say that' I thought but they all looked away from me "Kayla, what up?" I heard Chris say to me while I walked passed him, Felix and some random group of people "the roof and f**k off Chris" I said and all the people looked at me like I was insane "that's no way to talk to me" Chris said grabbing me pinning me against the nearest wall grabbing my arms amd keeping me there "get the f**k off me" I said squirming around trying to get out of his hold "no I don't think I will" Chris said still pinning me if I'm being honest I did start blushing a little at his strength but I told myself 'no bad guy, beat you for 3 months, you can't like him' I ripped my arms out of his hold and pushed him away hard so he landed on his ass again people looking at me like I was insane. "I told you don't f*****g touch me" I shouted in his face while walking off to my class I arrived and sat down while maths dragged on for some reason I couldn't stop thinking about the twins today it's almost like I had a crush on them 'no snap out of it Kayla they beat you for 3 months what the f**k is wrong with you' I kept telling myself but one part of me was saying 'you have a crush on them, they are so pretty, you need them' I'm having a conflict with myself and it's driving me insane "KAYLA" the teacher yelled at me 'f**k I zoned out' "huh what" I said "are you doing your wor-" she started before being cut off by the bell 'thank f**k' I thought and quickly packed up, put earphones in and walked out of the class. 'what the f**k is wrong with me today' I thought but was cut off when I ran into someone almost falling on my ass but they caught me "I'm so sorry" I said taking my earphones out "it's okay darling" a british male voice said to me, I looked up and it was Lucas one of the nice, good looking, popular guys, I blushed "you're blushing darling" Lucas said to me and helped me stand, I hid my face in my hands and tried to avoid looking at him "hey, hey, hey no need to hide" Lucas said taking my hands off my face and held them tightly making me blush more 'he's so cute' I thought "you're cute" Lucas said before letting my hands go, getting closer to me and hugging me, I buried my head in his chest hiding my bright red face while he played with my hair little did I know there were two people watching us with jealously burning in their eyes.
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