Chapter 1
###Chapter1,If Life can come back again
Bai Xiaojing's life was full of all kinds of tragedies.
She was born in the early 1980s and a premature age. Her mother was a rural person who was a domestic farmer for many years. Her father was a soldier and was not at home for many years. Because of her grandmother's preference for boys, she had been following her grandmother until three years old. After three years, her father retired, so she was taken home and lived with her parents.
Because she lacked raw milk, coupled with her grandmother's extremely frugal living habits and illness, she had fallen considerably ill when she was three years old. Therefore, at all kinds of occasions, Grandma Bai would intentionally or unintentionally accuse her granddaughter of being a good-for-nothing, using her to secretly point at her daughter-in-law's stomach that she had failed to live up to expectations and wanted her father to choose another one.
How could Bai's mother stand this? In order to defend the marriage and prove her value, she was determined to train Bai Xiaojing to be a big shot who could make her proud.
Unfortunately, the harsh reality after entering the city was undoubtedly a slap in the face.
As the city was full of morning education, most of the other children in the children's yard could recite Tang poems, arithmetic, and had their own strengths. As for Bai Xiaojing, she was not even able to recognize any big characters because of her grandmother's care, let alone her other talents.
Looking at the clever and clever child of his colleague, Bai's mother's heart gradually twisted and deformed out of jealousy.
He had looked forward to having Cheng Feng, the daughter, turn into a "wolf mother" with a stick in hand, but this woman, who also illiterate, did not understand education or the meaning of success. Her only goal was to study in college, and her only belief was to make her daughter obedient and sensible.
She liked puppet-like children the most.
When she was at home, she was at home, when she worked as a teacher. It was a big mistake to quarrel with others. When she got along with her schoolmates, if someone offended her, she would definitely arrange for others. This was the image set by her mother for her. As for her mother, due to her strong natural nature, she was busy with work, so the only standard for a daughter was the score. The only channel for mother and daughter to communicate was the stick.
As a result, Bai Xiaojing was never allowed to rest all year round and was expelled from all sorts of classes.
She was not only unable to participate in the collective activities organized by all the schools, but even after she went home in the evening, she had to take two hours of desks for science and then two hours of liberal arts. She never went to bed before 10,o'clock. Even if she was sick and hospitalized, she had to bring the questions to the hospital.
"Bai Muniang is a drama name, well-educated, and well-trained. She's not tired of studying."
In this way, Bai Xiaojing could only have a barely rest in the next few days of the New Year, but she still had to make up for it later. Her grades in the examination had been advancing by leaps and bounds, and her body was so weak that it could be blown down by the wind.
He grew up like a hooligan until he lost his job on the first day of his junior brother's death.
This was a mother who had nothing to do at home. She pinned all the value of her life on her daughter. Not only did she set terrible regulations to restrain her behavior, but she had been waiting outside her daughter's window since she had lost her job, monitoring her words and deeds, from junior high to her graduation.
Her mother-in-law had three ideal dreams that she hadn't completed yet. One was to study in college, the other was to enter the office, and the last one was to marry a good man. In any case, she had to bring back her daughter's dream.
Unfortunately, Bai Xiaojing had serious autism since she was a child, so she naturally couldn't adapt to society. Therefore, as soon as she graduated from college, she immediately lost her career. Because of this, she became sad that she turned more than half of her white hair white, and she kept talking day and night. "Being pregnant with you in October and working hard for twenty years, do you still want to pester me for a lifetime? Why don't you grow up when you are twenty-four years old?"
Then she happily murmured, "It's said that it's better to marry a good woman than to do. My daughter is so simple. If I find an excellent son-in-law, I will benefit from it." Then she rubbed her hands and decided to find a good husband for her. Unfortunately, she didn't have a good taste at all.
The man selected by his mother was a military officer who was the same age as her. His parents were unemployed. They only studied until high school. They were irresponsible and spoiled by their families. Even if Bai Xiaojing had little life experience, she could see through his tragedy of marrying him at a glance. Unfortunately, there was no room for negotiation with the orders and stubborness of Bai's mother.
At the wedding, Bai Xiaojing suddenly asked her husband why he chose her. The man only said lightly, "Because you are obedient. You guard the family and take care of my parents." Then, he put the silver wedding ring that he had bought for 120,yuan into her hand.
He didn't marry her for love, but what did it matter? She never loved him.
The marriage brought a lot of sharp and un resolved contradictions. Bai Xiaojing's marriage was like the well-known game line, "Battle, it's time." On the battlefield where her parents and mother-in-law were fighting together, her fragile body could only last for three years. Then, she went back to peace forever.
"This is not my life. Bai Xiaojing's only regret is death."
If life can come back...
###Chapter2,Rebirth of the Outside World
The black sky, the low dark clouds, and the smelly rain fell. The cold and wet touch made Bai Xiaojing awake. She slept so deeply that she couldn't figure out where she was for a moment.
Now, Bai Xiaojing was lying in a cold and muddy wetland. Her body couldn't stop trembling and was surrounded by a terrible chill. She struggled to get up and wanted to see around, but everything in front of her startled her.
This was a completely despairing grassland. Everything in the distance was shrouded in darkness and death. Even the weeds that grew on the ground beneath their feet withered until they didn't have the slightest trace of life left. Black and strange rocks emerged from the gaps between the grass and grass, as if they were some type of strange beast that had emerged from the ground and was struggling to free itself from the mud.
Was this the world after death?
Bai Xiaojing thought she had found the answer. She was still wearing her pajamas and bare feet.
The pajamas was changed from a mother's old clothes to a cotton-padded dress. The thin fabric could not resist the chill brought by the rain at all. The rain flowed along the pajamas all the way to her ankles, making her upper and lower teeth shivering. She never knew that her death would be so cold.
She seemed to be holding something in her hand. When she opened it, it turned out to be a small piece of embroidery cloth. To be exact, it was a piece of cross embroidery cloth.
The white cloth was palm-sized. Apart from the white part that could be embroidered on the outer part, it was only the size of a shell. The white part had a golden tail needle, which was a standard set of Cross Embroidered Needles.
According to her usual practice, Bai Xiaojing counted the number of lattices, each of them ten vertical and horizontal, and the size of the CT was 10,CT.
Oh yes, she remembered that she had embroidered cross embroidery before she died.
Because the little aunt and the boyfriend were talking about marriage, the male parents bought a new house for their son as a celebration. So the mother-in-law asked her to embroider a picture for the little aunt—the pattern was chose by the scene of tigers—because both the little aunt and her boyfriend belonged to tigers.
At the moment when her finger touched the embroidery needle, Bai Xiaojing began to embroider without knowing which vein was wrong.
What appeared in her mind was a picture of a little beast with the same edge. Under the influence of the grids, she didn't even know if it was a dog, a cat, or a bear. Such a simple picture was completed in less than two minutes. She hit two French knots as beasts' eyes. Because their hands and feet were frozen, the two French knots were the ugliest ones Bai Xiaojing had done.
"I can't go on like this. I will freeze to death here."
Bai Xiaojing's consciousness had shifted from illusion to reality, as well as she had misgivings about her hunger and asthma.
As a result, she clasped her hands together, trembling as she walked towards an unknown direction. She didn't know where she was going at all, only forcing herself to move forward, moving forward, all the way until she reached the end of the darkness...
The cold was one of the main reasons to cause a asthma. In a place where there was no medicine, this illness was fatal. Bai Xiaojing advanced nervously, but after several times the time she had panicked, the asthma still did not work.
She could not help but believe that her confidence and courage were out of control. She guessed that she would not suffer from such discrimination any more.
This was a piece of news worth celebrating.
Therefore, even if the cold made her whole body stiff, Bai Xiaojing was still very happy.
After walking for who knew how long, just when she felt like she was about to merge with the darkness, a type of voice sounded from up ahead. She was startled awake, rushing forward, the next second leaving her stunned.
Less than 300,meters ahead, there were two giant dogs, perhaps wolves.
This enormous beast's size exceeded any of the dogs she had seen before. Its fur was filthy and messy, and it was completely bald. The bright red flesh and smelly rotting flesh emerged from its fur. Meanwhile, what was currently gnawing on it was suddenly a human remains that only had a quarter of its body left, and it had rotted to the point where it didn't look good at all.
Hearing the footsteps coming towards them, the two beasts looked fierce. They threatened in low voices, and scarlet light shot out from their eyes.
Bai Xiaojing screamed out of fear, turned her head and ran away.
In terms of distance, two beasts of two hundred meters only needed a sprint to reach. In terms of walking, she couldn't catch up with the beasts no matter how hard she tried.
A foul wind came from behind. Bai Xiaojing threw out the object in her hand, and the next second a reminder came out of her mind.
"The first-level summoning has been completed, and the embroidery is done."
A little beast, which was unknown whether it was a dog or a bear, ran out of the embroidery cloth and fought with the two beasts.
This beast that ran out from her hand was only half the size of her opponent. In the case of one versus two, even a fool would know who would win and who would lose.
So he ran away without thinking about where this beast came from.
However, when she had just run less than 500,meters, she heard a scream behind her, and her beast had been torn apart.
The gunshot came from a distance, and cracked the nearest beast. The loud and rough sound made her feel very kind, and she looked in the direction of the gunshot.
"Get 10,points of attacking experience."
Through the hazy rain, she could vaguely see a male riding over. The male's body was completely wrapped within a dark gray cloak, as if it was protecting him from the rain. The spear he was holding in his hand was longer than his arm.