Chapter 15
February 17th
Things changed between me and Sam after I returned home from the hospital.
A part of me always knew he married me because of the baby and what he thought knowing would do to Banner.
Who were we without having the thing we got together for?
I didn’t know.
He called our family and friends to deliver the news when I refused to acknowledge what happened out loud.
I had no idea whether he told Banner or not, considering the buyout and everything. I didn’t ask. I wouldn’t ask, really, because I wouldn’t speak.
For days after, I sat in the nursery, in the rocking chair we had gotten for when the baby arrived. Unless it was time to eat, I didn't want to do anything else.
By the fifth day, Sam had to carry me to the shower because it was the only way to ensure I wo
