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REJECTION AND JUDGEMENTS
T H E A
“Why didn’t you tell him?”
Benedict's question still lingers in my mind.
Why didn't I tell Sebastian back in the day?
I have been asking myself that same question over and over again for the past couple of years. I used to tell myself that I wasn't ready and I know I wasn't ready. I lied to myself when I said I was ready to confess to him about our child but I was absentmindedly denying the fact that my mind was filled with so many thoughts as soon as I faced Sebastian.
When I saw him, I was reminded of how he r***d me mercilessly. When I saw him, I was reminded of how dirty of a woman I was. When I saw him, I was reminded of how I didn't want this baby to be born if only it hadn't been for Ben.
Ben has always been my rock and my strength after e
