Heartbeat

It been a while she is standing here and watching him talking with his man. She clos the widow and takes few deep breath to calm hersel. Its been three month for her stay her but still she is not able to live here peacefully. She did not know why she have feeling for this ganster who only know how to kill people. No matter how much care and love he shows for her it wont conceal the truth that he is a monster who mess up many lifes and kill many people. Every time her heart want to take step toward him his brain make her remember his deeds which is unforgiveablee. She will surely make him meet his retribution. She walks toward the bed and pic the photo frame in which their wedding pic was present she touch with her finger tips . the photo was taken on.their wedding day in photo she was angry beyond any limits and is not happy at all any body can say this with just a look but he was smiling like he has won the world. It would be great if you were not a ganster who only kill people. It would be fantastic if you were not that handsom but a simple man who can live a respectable life. But being a ganster make a wall between us which i am not able to break.  A tear escape her eyes and drop at the photo and made it blurry to see anything. She put the frame back and hide her face on the pillow so that nobody can hear her sobbing for him. She woyld be beyond happy to have him in her life she would be luckiest one in the world but his being aganster had shadder all her hopes. She did not know why god had play this joke in her life. She can not approach her love of life nor she accept his his love. Her sobbing become louder with every passing minute