(Kai POV)
After what happened between me and Helen hindi na ito pumunta sa bahay.
Pumunta ito nung kasal nina Ekon at Charlie. She came in my birthday too but I heard her said to Charlie that she and Bruce have s*x.
I want to talk to her but yun din ang time na nanganak si Charlie , in the hospital were busy with baby Kai ,nung nagka time na kami umalis agad ito halatang iniiwasan talaga ako at galit sakin.
So I decided to go to the restaurant where she is working because after Charlie's resignation Helen resigned too being a news writer. Now she's working as a waitress in the Resta Rio diner.
Maganda na yung work niya as a writer pero pinili niya mag waitress that's because she likes the uniform, sabi ni Charlie.
Ang weirdo ni Helen ,it's hard for me to read her. Now ,I was happy for Ekon. And I finally moved on from my love for Charlie.
Tips to easily move on, first accept you can't have her/him and be happy for him/her that's it.
Hinanap ko agad si Hel pagdating ko sa diner but I didn't saw her so I check her in the kitchen and she's there, I was just looking at her every move, her smile, the way she talks to her co workers and the way she moves, I memories it all.
She's tormenting me every night, after what happened between the two of us I was thinking about her everyday of my life.
......
( Helen pov)
At last uwi-an na ,kanina pa ako napapagod sa kakalibot sa restaurant ,offering the costumers a drinks dahil may paparty kanina and now I am waiting a taxi ,home.
Patawid na sana ako nang may biglang humarorot na kotse buti nalang may humila sakin from the back.
"Damn it ,ayaw ko pang mamatay noh, sayo ba tong kalsada ha sayo ba?Magrereklamo ako.! "Sigaw ko sa kotse kahit hindi naman ito huminto ,kasi derideritso lang ito na parang hindi nakitang malapit niya akong mabangga.
"You should be careful next time. "Sabi nung humatak sakin ,hindi ko kasi pinansin kasi kinukuha ko yung plate number nang damuhong kotseng yun.
Lumingon ako.
At
At
Nagulat talaga ako.
"KAI?.....WHAT ARE YOU DOIN HERE?" Gulat na tanung ko.
"I'm a costumer of this restaurant too, besides it's for the people who wants to eat and drinks, so why are you so surprised about seeing me here? "He asked.
"Well....ahmp you're right, by the way thankyou. "I said at naglakad na papalayo.
Arghh ayaw kong mapalapit sakanya.
"Lets have some drinks. "Tawag niya.
"Like Hell. No thanks gusto ko nang umuwi. "Sagot ko, remembering what he did to me when I was drunk at kahit di na ako lasing. Tsk that's horrible!
"Well ,then I'll take you home. "Aniya habol ako at hinila na ako papunta sa kotse niya.
"Wait, I can take my self home alone. "Kako pilit tinatanggal ang kamay niya sa braso ko.
"But I can take yourself safe home. "He said piga ang kamay ko at pinasok na ako sa kotse niya.
Shit, bakit pa ba ako nakikipagtalo sa taong to na alam ko namang pagusto nito gusto.
Inside his car my phone rings and it's Bruce, sagutin ko na sana nang hinablot niya ito at tiningnan ang screen.
Tinanggalan niya ng batterry.
"What was that? "I asked confused.
"Let's talk about him pagdating sa bahay mo. "Aniya.
Kahit nasa loob na kami nang kotse di parin nito binibitawan ang kamay ko.
....
Pagdating sa bahay,
Akala ko ba ihahatid lang ako nito. May plano pala itong magtatagal sa bahay.
....
(Kai pov)
Kanina ko pa gustong lapitan si Helen pero wala akong lakas ng loob na lapitan siya.
Kaya nung uwi-an na niya sinundan ko ito. At pagdating sa kalsada derideritso ito at malapit nang masagasa-an.
Minsan talaga ang tanga nito.
I know ,nagulat itong makita ako but I insist to take her home, I want to hear from her what's going on between her and Bruce.
(Hel pov)
Pagdating namin sa bahay ko nauna pang pumasok si Kai sa loob.
"Wait magbibihis lang ako. Make yourself comfortable."I said leaving him in the living room.
I enter my room to change clothes.
"Tama bang narinig ko? May nangyari na
between you and Bruce? "
Nagulat ako na pumasok si Kai sa kwarto ko na di pa ako tapos magbihis.
I cover my body with a towel and faced him.
"Wait, anu namang pake mo?There's nothing between you and me so stop acting
like a jealous boyfriend here! "I answer turning my back about to leave the room.
Wait ,bakit ako ang lalabas ee kwarto ko to?
"Hey please get out, can't you see nagbibihis ako. "I said at tinaasan siya nang kilay turo ang pinto.
"How dare you letting your self touched by another man na alam mo namang may
nangyari na satin. "He said at lumapit saakin.
"What are you talking about? I still remember what you said to me after we make out. You said that don't act as if I stole something special from you because even if I'm your first your still not special to me.
PINAGBIGYAN LANG KITA! ,,,,diba nga yan sabi mo?And now why you are acting like you owned me huh? Are you crazy or something?" Kako wasiwas ang kamay.
As I about to get outside the room hinatak
niya ako pabalik and kiss me hard at tinanggal ang takip ko sa katawan.
"Well,if you did filthy things to yourself,
then I must clean it my self. "He said
between hard breathing.
"Wait, tama bang gawin mo to inside my house, inside my room? "I asked trying to free myself from him.
"Where do you want then? "
He asked kissing my ear.
"Oh damn will you please leave! "I shouted but he hold my hips and pull me closer to him and kiss me deeply again.
Pinulot ko uli ang kumot at pinulupot sa katawan ko.
"Don't cover yourself I saw it already. All of it. "He whispered.
"Get out, now get out. "I shouted.
"Why? Does that Bruce guy did better things to you, than me? "He asked pressing his body to me.
"No! I just don't want to see you and I don't want you to touch me. "Kako tulak siya.
"And why not? "Aniya, while pulling me more closer to him leaving no space between.
"Because I don't want to be attached with someone like you.Ruthless, heartless, arrogant, cold and only do the things he want to do with someone who doesn't want him. "I said on his face ,looking right straight to his eyes.
Binitawan niya ako at tinitigan,nakita ko na parang nasaktan siya sa sinabi ko.
Akala ko Aalis na ito pero nabigla ako nang itulak niya ako ng malakas bagsak sa kama at dinaganan....
He rape me again,again,again and again!