Nauna pa akong nagising bago tumunog ang alarm ng cellphone ko. Pinatay ko 'yon at napatingin lang sa ceiling ng kuwarto ko. What happened last night was still vivid. Malinaw na malinaw sa akin 'yong kagagahan na ginawa ko. Napasapo na lang ako sa ulo ko at impit na napasigaw. Why did I do that? To Jasiel, on top of that. On the looks of it, it looked like I was taking advantage of how he feels toward me. But last night, all I ever thought about was Raziel. I even said his name out loud and Jasiel heard it. Sumabay pa 'yong hangover ko. f**k it! Nang lumabas ako sa kuwarto, naabutan ko si Mommy na mukhang bumisita lang dito sa apartment. "Mom, what are you doing here?" "Just checking up on things." Humarap siya sa akin habang kumukuha ako ng tubig sa fridge para inumin. "Jasiel looks

