Gumising ako kinabukasan nang hindi bumabangon. I can feel my chest hurting so much. Six months have passed since Rhaven died. Pero hanggang ngayon, masakit pa rin.
The pain of losing someone is painful, but to lose them and never see them again, is too much to handle. Akala ko, nababawasan 'yong sakit araw-araw, pero habang tumatagal, lalo lang nagiging malinaw sa akin kung gaano ko kamahal si Rhaven.
I looked at the picture frame I'm holding. It was our last picture before I moved to LA. Sa picture, nakaakbay si Rhaven sa akin at malawak 'yong ngiti niya. 'Yong ngiting palagi kong gustong makita sa labi niya. While I, on the picture, was looking at him and smiling. I missed those smile of mine as well. Kailan ba 'yong huling ngumiti ako na masaya talaga ako? Hindi ko na maalala.
Afte
