Chapter 40
James POV:
I was in my room, smoking a cigarette and looking outside my window. It was half past midnight, and I just couldn’t sleep. It was getting difficult day by day to sleep without Maria, it almost felt like I needed her beside me 24/7. The lust I once had for her now had turned into an obsession. I wanted to control her, love her, punish her, kiss her and embrace her all in once. I wanted to be abusive yet soft at the same time. There was no choosing one thing.
As I killed off the cigarette on the ashtray, my door burst open and I instantly turned around to see who was there in this time of the night.
“Boo, boo…” Maria whispered as she came inside the room like a little doll. Her hands were behind her back, she had her chest upfront and she was smiling. She was weari
