A faded promise

let's make promise of heaven that our souls will never separate no matter how far we go ! It's been twenty years but I still can't get over this promise we made . I still remember that day was like heaven and hell meet each other scarring the nature to scream the hell out as sky and ocean forming a strom , heavy rainfall with unbearable cold breezes, the way clouds formed there was no chance for sun to shine but the way sun was blurring it made the whole sky look red . He holded my hands wishpering remember that no matter how far I will go I will never forget this beauty of our love . I looked at his eyes , completely red filled with pain , fears and love . he opened my right palm and kept a crystal in my hand and said that this crystal is what I found from ocean the day we meet so if after twenty years , If I fade away then throw this crystal far away in ocean and nature will help you forget me . I didn't say anything and hugged him and started to pour tears more heavy then rain . and very less moments were left for us, so we shouted making promise of heaven looking into each other's eyes as if this was end of the world ........ slowly we got dragged from behind , slowly separating as if we were fading away. remembering this all still make my heart heavy, it is soo hard to smile , with painful eyes and broken soul.