You turned my world upside down

Darkness total darkness that's where I'm trapped in for a while . It feels so suffocated I can't move or talk . My mind is totally blank and how harder I try to reach the little light I sometimes see the harder I fel back in darkness. I don't know what is happening today but I felt myself lighter and finally there was again that little light I pushed myself so hard to go this little light. And for the first time it came brighter and brighter. For the first time I felt like I could move and then the noises start to appear. I heard the sound of a beeping machine and I think it's my dad talking to me " Come one Lola come back to me please ". I tried to response but I couldn't trying my best to move and finally I managed to move my fingers. "Lola " my dad asked. I pushed myself further to open my eyes. Finally I started to flutter my eyes open to close them for moments before opening again to get adjusted to the light. " Lola Lola wake up for me please " my father pleaded. I could finally manage to open my eyes but my mouth was so dry all I could do was staring to cup next to me. "Do you want water ?" my father asked but the only thing I could do was to nod my head. My father came over to me and let me drink. I dronk the whole cup happy that my dry month was gone. " I gonna call a nurse to let them know that you are awake" my father said. "Dad where I'm I ? " I said with a raspy wispher voice . "You are in hospital my darling for more then over a month now " my dad answered. "You had a bad account princes I'm happy you are still alive for sure after we lost Elyza during your operation we thought we would lose you to ". he said I felt the darkness pulling me back before I knew darkness swallowed me again just before I could mutter " Who is Elyza?". --------------------- A year ago POV Lolita Here I am on my father's private jet. Flying with my father, stepmother and my 5 years old brother to L.A. My father got a job as couch to a big soccer team so he dragged us along with him. I hate it because I have to leave my friends and team mates behind. Oh by the way I play also soccer on high level like as being Wold Champion with my team in the -23 years old girls cool wright. And for the record I'm Lolita Sanchez the daughter of the big know soccer player Alejandro Sanchez but everyone calls me Lola. We lived in Madrid Spain for almost whole my life my father is a real looking Spanish man with dark hair,eyes and tanned skin. But I don't even look close like him except in my soccer skills and my light tanned skin. I have my beautiful blue eyes and white blond hair of my mother. Yes you would think strange yes very strange my mother is from Sweden she was such a lovely caring mother unfortunately she passed 3 years ago from cancer. I still miss her every day but now I have my lovely stepmother Stephanie in my live she can't replace her but she truly my big sister now . It was not easy in the beginning because I thought she would want to replace my mother. But it was totally the opposite she was there for me when I needed her. she pushed me not to to accept her like my true mom. She respect my mother so much that's why I love her and she is more a friend then a mother to me. And then you have my little brother Oscar he looks totally like a little clone of my father but with the same blue eyes like me. It was a 14 hour flight so soon we we where flying for a hour my eyes went down and I felt a sleep. Dreaming how my life would be in America. A/N: This is my first book so I hope you do like  it . Also English is not my mother language so if there are faults I'm sorry Enjoy reading Gwen