Chapter 1 Christmas Eve destruction
The air in the apartment smelled of cinnamon, pine, and the faint, comforting bitterness of freshly brewed coffee. Lila hummed a low, tuneless melody as she crouched on the worn rug, meticulously taping the final edge of the gift box. Outside the window, the city was being silenced by a heavy, beautiful snowfall, the kind that promised a perfect, postcard Christmas.
Lila felt like a walking cliché of contentment. At twenty-four, she was a pragmatic person, a woman who believed in hard work, reasonable expectations, and the simple beauty of a stable life. She worked double shifts at The Grindstone coffee shop to help pay the rent on this cozy, top-floor apartment. It wasn’t much—the walls were thin, and the radiator hissed like an angry cat—but it was theirs. More accurately, it was hers and Mark’s.
She held the package, a slim velvet box containing the expensive wristwatch Mark had been eyeing for months. It represented more than just a purchase; it was a testament to their future. It was her affirmation that they were serious. Mark wasn't the most romantic man—he often forgot to take out the trash and occasionally used the milk straight from the carton—but he was kind, reliable, and grounded. He believed in her, and she believed in the quiet, predictable life they were building. She wanted to surprise him by getting off her shift three hours early. She wanted the last four hours of Christmas Eve to be just for them, wrapping themselves in the warmth before the frenzy of family gatherings began.
Mark was supposed to be working late on a deadline at the downtown firm, but Lila had planned to interrupt his work with a thermos of her specialty spiced latte and the gift. Now, standing here, with the soft, warm light of the string lights reflecting off the silver foil, she decided to wait for him instead. The snow was falling too hard; he’d want to be home soon. She set the gift on the entryway table and pulled off her heavy jacket, anticipating the moment he walked through the door, shed the cold, and saw her waiting.
She heard the sound then. It wasn't the sound of a key turning in the lock; it was a rhythmic, muffled thudding sound coming from the bedroom. It was a sound that didn't belong in a quiet apartment on a quiet, snowy night. Lila’s blood ran cold. She stopped humming. Her pragmatism vanished, replaced by a sudden, icy knot of dread that felt ancient and absolute.
Mark wasn't due home for hours. But the door, she suddenly noticed, was not securely locked. It was latched, but the heavy steel bolt wasn't thrown.
Maybe he came back for his laptop charger? The thought was weak, brittle, and immediately rejected by the raw certainty pooling in her gut. She moved slowly, instinctively quiet, drawn forward by a morbid curiosity she couldn't suppress. Her bare feet made no sound on the thin laminate floor. Each step was a measured calculation against the rising tide of panic.
She reached the bedroom door, which was also slightly ajar—a sliver of golden light spilling onto the carpet. She could now hear murmurs, low and breathy, punctuated by the rhythmic creaking of the old bed frame they had inherited from Mark’s aunt.
Lila didn't knock. She didn't announce herself. She simply pushed the door inward.
The room was bathed in the warm, diffused glow of the cheap electric fireplace Mark insisted on keeping plugged in year-round. The scene was perfectly illuminated, a tableau of her worst fear made flesh.
Mark was there. He was pressed against the headboard, his expression a mixture of startled, guilty horror and clumsy, panicked denial. And there was a woman. A blonde, whose face Lila vaguely recognized from the accounting department Christmas party last week.
Lila didn’t scream. She didn't shout the angry, theatrical lines she'd seen in movies. The reality was quieter, colder, and infinitely more devastating. Her lungs suddenly couldn’t draw a full breath, as if the oxygen had been sucked out of the room by the sheer force of the betrayal.
The blonde scrambled beneath the duvet, her face crimson. Mark, bless his utter predictability, made the first sound: a pathetic, gargling noise that might have been her name.
Lila felt a profound, aching numbness spread from her chest outward. The world felt like it had been filtered through thick, grey glass. This is not happening. This is not my life. But the sight of the blonde’s hand, resting carelessly on the pillow that was usually hers, anchored the lie into reality. The perfect life she was building—the serious future, the kindness, the reliability—was a fragile vase that had just been dropped from a great height.
"Lila, wait, I can explain," Mark stammered, already swinging his legs over the side of the bed. He was trying to cover himself, trying to regain control, but his voice was shaking.
Lila finally moved. The numbness broke, replaced by a rush of adrenaline so cold it felt like liquid nitrogen pumping through her veins. She backed away, her eyes locked on Mark's face, searching for a single trace of the man she thought she loved. She found only a stranger cloaked in cheap excuses.
She spun around, sprinting for the living room. Her heart hammered against her ribs, a wild, panicked drum. She didn't pause to grab her wallet or her phone. Her mind was focused on one thing: escape. She grabbed her thick coat from the entryway, shoving her arms into the sleeves haphazardly.
Mark was right behind her now, pleading, his voice a desperate whine. "Lila! Stop! It was one time! It meant nothing! Don't ruin Christmas!"
"Ruin?" The word scraped past her throat, tasting like ash.
Her gaze landed on the gift. The velvet box, still wrapped in shimmering silver paper, sat innocently on the table. It was the last perfect remnant of her delusion. Lila snatched it up, the weight of the expensive watch feeling like a stone in her hand. She didn't look at Mark. She brought her arm back and threw the gift with every ounce of strength she possessed. It hit the wall beside the coat closet with a sickening smash, the brittle glass casing of the watch shattering internally, the expensive machinery collapsing into silence.
That sound—the final, definitive end of her illusion—was the sound that finally gave her the courage to open the front door.
She burst out into the night, the freezing air hitting her like a physical blow. The snow was falling heavier now, a thick, blinding curtain of white. She wore only the light house socks beneath her sneakers, her hands were bare, and she had no direction. She just ran, the driving snow stinging her face, the cold immediately seeping into her core. She ran until her lungs burned and the familiar glow of her apartment building was lost behind the white blur.
Mark's voice followed her, weaker now, muffled by the elements. "Lila! Come back! It's freezing! You’ll get sick!"
She didn't care. She turned down a narrow, shadowy alleyway between a closed pawn shop and a brick warehouse, seeking the anonymity of the darkness. The pavement beneath her feet was slick with ice, and she nearly slipped, bracing herself on a dumpster, trying to catch her breath. She was crying now, silent, hot tears freezing instantly on her cheeks.
Just as she paused, trying to force herself to think—Where do I go?—Mark finally caught up to her. He was panting, his coat collar pulled high, his expression frantic. He grabbed her arm, his fingers digging painfully into her flesh.
"I said stop! You can’t leave! You’re being hysterical!" he shouted, desperation lending his voice a sharp, ugly edge.
Lila flinched away, ready to scream, ready to fight, when a sound ripped through the snowy air, drowning out Mark’s pleas. It wasn't human. It was a low, resonant rumble, a sound that vibrating deep in her bones, like the first distant roll of thunder before a catastrophic storm.
From the deepest shadow of the alley, where the brick of the warehouse met the ice-covered ground, a figure stepped out. He was impossibly tall, easily six-and-a-half feet, and clad in a heavy, dark coat that seemed to absorb the street light. He moved with a predatory grace that was utterly foreign to the human world.
Mark froze, his grip on Lila immediately slackening. He finally seemed to recognize the raw, immediate danger of the street, not the emotional kind.
The figure stopped, his eyes—when they finally settled on Mark—flashing a startling, liquid gold in the gloom. The effect was terrifying, otherworldly, and completely magnetic.
"Let her go," the man said, his voice deep and rough, like stones grinding together. It wasn't a request. It was an immutable decree.
Mark, momentarily paralyzed, stammered, "Who the hell are you? This is personal."
The giant of a man, whose scent—something sharp, primal, and overwhelmingly piney—suddenly filled Lila's nostrils, didn't bother to answer. He simply reached out one massive hand, gripped Mark by the shoulder, and effortlessly shoved him backward. Mark, who was six feet tall and outweighed Lila by fifty pounds, stumbled backward onto the slick pavement, landing hard on his back. He lay there, stunned and winded, looking up at the silhouette that had just appeared.
The man ignored Mark instantly, turning his entire, focused attention onto Lila. He radiated an aura of cold, undeniable authority, an ancient power that made the hairs on her arms stand up despite the freezing temperature. She couldn't move. She couldn't breathe.
He didn't ask if she was okay. He didn't ask her name. He just looked at her, his golden eyes burning into her soul, and declared in a low, absolute voice that was entirely too loud for the quiet storm:
"She is mine. She is my mate."
Before Lila could even process the word mate, she felt his hand wrap around her own. His skin was scorching hot against hers, a stark contrast to the bitter cold of the night. It felt like being branded. Rhys—she somehow knew his name, a deep, silent recognition in the back of her mind—pulled the stunned Lila along. He moved quickly, ruthlessly, dragging her toward a black, unmarked SUV parked further down the street, leaving Mark screaming in confused, helpless fury from the icy alleyway. The world she knew had just been ripped away, replaced by the terrifying, burning reality of the Alpha's claim.