Chapter 42
John
I don't know what I'm supposed to do here. I’m so lost. They just took Emma away from me, the second they took her out of the ambulance they took her away, I dully understand why, I just hate not being near her. I'm standing by myself, pacing around. I don't know what to do. I don't know what's going to happen to Emma. She didn't look good. She actually looked dead. If Emma dies, I'll be gone in darkness forever. I'd lose the other half of myself. She can't die. She can't leave me. She just can't. She has to live, she has her whole life in front of her.
"John!"
As I turn around Ellie crashes onto me with her arms wrapped tightly around me and her face buried into my stomach.
Peter and Emma’s mother rushes up to me, panting, not able to run as fast as Ellie must have b
