What they don't know will hurt them.

*Bells rings* *Principle announces* Move to your next class So I'm walking down the hall with all the students in a straight line, watching all the student taking off their jackets because of the stupid rule, and out the corner of my eye I see, him, the dude that supposedly moved to another state but the only thing is he looks different.The only thing I could think in that moment was did I really see him, why is he back, and why was he son freaking cute. I was speechless and could not focus in any of my classes for the rest of the day. So for the next few weeks, I kept seeing him and Again I couldn't focus. It's like the more I saw him the more my personality changed. My grades dropped a little and I became more disruptive and talkative. Things got worse, He was transferred into my 5th-period and 7th-period class, and then they also started a Saturday school program, which I didn't need but I went because my sister went and I needed to make sure she was getting home ok. The day came, "The first day of Saturday school" I walk into the gym, start to ascend into the bleachers, and find a seat. Not even after 2 minutes after I find a seat he walks in. I ALMOST CRIED LITERALLY, Like I did not want him there but I kinda did. It was hard to hide my smile. Anyways when all the buses arrived minus a few that were a little late because of the distances, they grouped us up anndddddddd guess what, I got grouped up with him. My life couldn't get any worse until I got grouped with Liam, the dude I hated and loved. I cried a little on the inside. Liam and I argued all the time. We argued so much they gave us a nickname. " The old married couple" I hated that name. So Our Teacher Ms.Shaw led us to our classroom, Of course, I sat in the back because I was very self-conscious, I hate people looking at me, ESPECIALLY BOYS. So as the day goes on I'm fine. It's almost time to go but before that, they gave us lunch and we had to sit with our class and I had to sit RIGHT BESIDE HIM!! WORSE FIRST DAY EVER. Something came over me, Something told me to write "I like you" on a piece of paper and hand it to him, and I did it. He was cool about it so I didn't know how to feel. I mean I felt better that he didn't hate me. The program was over so we all went home, but we still had school on Monday. *Fast forward to Monday* I walk into class and it's normal I walk over to the group I usually hang out with, I sit down and we start talking. Of course, our teacher is late as usual, he lives hours away, I always wondered why did he accept a teaching job that was hours away when he literally could've gotten a teaching job minutes away from his home but anyways, my cousin well, Cousin is an understatement, She was only my cousin when it was convenient to her, anyways she asked if I had my "Uno cards" Now when it comes to uno I DO NOT PLAY as in the sense that I am the best at uno, My name is Uno queen because I had a total 43 cards and I still was the first to Uno, But of course, Liam was the Uno KIng. It was a battle between us ALLLLLLLL the time. Class after that was normal, I continued my day, everything was fine Until I got to 5th Period of course. The Basketball team was holding tryouts that day. So I was "Focused" but not on my school work. Before (the dude I liked) his tryout I called him over and I told him "Good luck" he said thanks thinking nothing of it. Then I grabbed his hand, he turned and looked at me, and then I kissed him on his cheek. He smiled and walked away, He made the Basketball team. I don't think it was because of me, He was very talented on his own. He played basketball and football and ran track so to me seems like he was pretty talented. Anyways so I told my best friend and of course, she was so excited she told almost everyone in the class, I'm just kidding but I could tell she was happy for me. I was too. So 7th period came around ok I'm on cloud nine or whatever and of course our teacher Coach M found out so he started messing with me. It was a joke, he had joked with almost all the kids' different names and there was a way he would call my name and it would always make me laugh or smile he would even do it when we were in public, like in the store or something. So it's a regular class and Mr. M likes to try new stuff. So he tells us that it's going to be girls Vs. boys competition. So like a few rounds goes by and it's my turn and guess who's up next HIM THE DUDE I LIKE. UGHHHH WHY DOES THIS HAPPEN TO ME. So like the color was blue and pink. BLUE AND PINK!!!! Then Mr. M. asked if we wanted a girl or a boy and then he looked at me and we both just went back to our seats I wanted to cry Like you do not understand how much I wanted to cry. This sounds like a normal teen thing right??? I might be the smart girl with an attitude on the outside but no one knows what goes on outside of school. It's like they are oblivious to the world and the people around them. Then again maybe that's a good thing. Knowing my secret would put me and the people around me in some danger. They would also be in danger. I would become a big threat to the people around me.