Ravyn's POV:
The thought of telling him how I felt was suddenly nerve-wracking. Not to mention, what I felt wasn't exactly something I was prepared to tell him. Heck! I hadn't really told myself how I felt about him. All I knew, was that he was the one I wanted more than my other options to be my first. In the back of my mind, wanting the person I loved to be my first was what I really wanted and I don't love Elijah, he was just the better option. I hardly know him let alone to be in love with him. I don't trust him and that is the main reason why I can't fall for him more than just lusting over him occasionally or having that one s*x dream about him.
"Just forget it. Forget that I even said anything at all." I told him, ignoring his question as I pulled away from him and turned around s
