Leading Light Of Dawn

Saphire's POV: To be frank this isnt what I expected. For a control freak like myself to allow things to continue without doing anything to reel everything back into place was so out of character for me. Growing up in a split home means learning to fend for yourself... it means depending on nobody but yourself...it means putting those stone walls enforced with steel so high that not a soul can even imagine reaching the peak but here I am.  Here I am relying on someone...here I am praying for my happy ending...here I am falling...falling so hard and so quick that theres nothing I can do to stop myself. Despite this, despite reality, this is the part thats most cherished and most akin to the vastness of the stars because love means light, light means darkness, darkness means pain and pain means breaking.  So how do all these contrasting elements make for a perfect love story thats an apt comparison to the stars bringing light to a world of darkness? Well the truth is it doesnt but thats the beauty of it. The darkness no matter how flawed depends on the light to create a sustainable world but theres only so much the light can do without the dark...theres only so long the light can last without the darkness before it ceases to exist along with everything else and that is how my story goes. Will I let myself have my happy ending or will I hold out to see how long I last without him before we both cease to exist