Warning: This chapter contains s****l and physical abuse. It also contains thoughts of suicide . Please if any of this makes you uncomfortable please skip to the next chapter.
Amara's POV
I can't help it. I've been sitting here crying for hours. I want to just end my life. I mean, what's it going to be like when they both come in later. I hate that my body likes being touched like that. I feel disgusted with myself. I didn't even fight, my body even wanted more. What the hell is wrong with me? Not even my books can help me through this. I finally put my shirt back on. My breasts are sore from being sucked on. I decide not to put my bra back on. I get up and start going through my boxes hoping to find anything to get my mind off of all the thoughts I'm having. I look at book after book
