The Abuse of an Orphaned Luna

My favorite thing is eating cookies in the middle of the night with my mom. We've been doing it for years. The smell of chocolate chip cookies fills the air and it's magic to my nose. I take a bite and smile at my mom. She takes a bite and smiles back. I love this moment, it's just too surreal. Oh no, something is wrong. I smell it. Mom's scared. "Mom?" "Get to the safe room, Amara" "What about you?" " I'll be there as soon as I can, now go. Just like we practiced. You can do this." "But, mom what if something happens , please?" I pleaded, tears starting to fall. " You'll be safe. Just go.Now!" I started to run to the cellar door . I looked back seeing, my mother transform into a beautiful white wolf. Just then, CLASH! the window breaks in the kitchen a huge wolf appears. I hold my stuffy tight and run through the cellar door closing it behind me. I keep going, down the stairs and to the right . I hear fighting upstairs. I want to turn around. But, I can't. I have to keep running. There's the door I'm so close. Wait, this isn't real. I need to breath, this isn't real. Wake up! Wake up! I wake up sweating and panting. It always feels so real. I just need to breathe. Knock! Knock! "wake up, runt" "I'm up" "I didn't give you permission to speak. Do I need to come in there and clock you one?" "Sorry, no " I whisper A small flap opens at the bottom of the door. I shine my flashlight. Samuel pushes a plate through the door. It's breakfast eggs, toast and water. It smells good. I have to eat as fast as I can so I can get to my chores started. I eat , then comb my hair and put it up. I walk to the door. " Ready runt? You may answer." "Yes" I stick my arm out to get my shot. It stings but not too badly. Samuel opens the door. I set my flashlight down on the floor inside my room so I remember to grab it when I come back.I follow Samuel up the stairs so I can start breakfast for the Alpha ,Luna and their twin son's. That's if their son's are here. They Have their own pack, but they visit often. "It's just the Alpha and Luna today. Their sons won't be here for atleast a week." I shake my head to show I understand and get to work. The Luna and Alpha like pancakes, sausage,eggs, bacon, waffles, toast, coffee and orange juice. If their boys were here, I'd have to make French toast, eggs benedict, crepes, and grape juice as well. It took me forever to learn how to make the hollandaise sauce for the eggs benedict. It was tricky. I make everything as quickly as I can. That way, I can take my time doing dishes,while Samuel serves the Alpha and his Luna. I used to serve them myself. The Luna put a stop to it as I got older. She said I was starting to look too much like my mother. She also said my mother was so ugly it made her stomach turn and that everytime I served them food she would lose her appetite because of how disgusted she was with my appearance. I finish the dishes , clean the stove, wipe the counter, sweep, and then mop, until Samuel says it's ok to clear the table and clean the dining room. Samuel is the wolf in charge of me. He's an older wolf, I'd say about 40 or 50 years old. He has bits of gray mixing in with his already blonde hair, light blue eyes, and a somewhat crooked nose. He would be very handsome if it wasn't for the scar on his face. He has one long scar that reaches from his forehead, over his eye, and down to his chin.He got that the night they found me in my parent's safe room. Samuel was the one that found the room, but it was the Luna that opened the door. I couldn't tell you exactly what day it was. I can't even tell you what today is, for that matter. I'm not allowed to look at calendars or even look outside. All the windows are closed and curtains shut when I enter a room. I probably wouldn't be able to tell you what season it was. Accept, I can smell the seasons clearly. I know it's spring right now. I don't know how many springs have passed since I've been here though. I didn't start counting right away I was always too busy trying to escape. That's why I have so many random scars. I don't understand though, they should have healed properly. Samuel says my wolf should have healed them but she didn't. I haven't heard or felt my wolf since living here. The Luna told Samuel I'm defective. That's why my wolf has abandoned me. I think my wolf just got scared that night. Just like I did and decided she would just sleep. It was better than living here anyway. I don't blame her at all. Although it has been awfully lonely with out her. I do talk to Samuel. But, it's not the same as talking to your wolf. Your wolf knows every extension of who you are. She shares your pain and comforts you when no one else can. We were best friends. She used to talk to me often. Her name was Juniper but I liked to call her snuggles because talking to her was like snuggling with my favorite stuffy. I never got to see what she looked like though. We can't actually shift till we turn 18. But, a lot of our wolves start talking to us children when we're younger I met Juniper when I was 7. She was just as excited about meeting me as I was about meeting her. I would go to the ends of the earth to hear her voice again. You're wolf grows with you and I never got to grow with Juniper. I just wish she would never have left me the night that they found us.