Always watching

chapter 15

Amelia p.o.v

I'm feeling some tingling in my arms . Yay !

After god knows how long I manage to move my hand. I hear my name being called but I don't know who it is...

I try to open my eyes but shut them really quick its so bright ..

"hang on i close the blinds " .. I hear someone say

" all closed " ..

I try to speak but no words will come my mouth is so dry ..

I try to open my eyes again and I blink vision is a bit blurry , so I rub them . God my arms feel like lead weight , damn .

" here babe " Lewis says as he hands me a glass of water .

" thank you " I croak out .

As im drinking doctors come in and take my vitals , told me that I had a severely anxiety attack which made my body shut down on itself. Just got to stay in for observation and gave me medication to help in the future. and to give me advice on what to do if I have another episode. doctor leaves as the door shuts Lewis speaks.

" I suppose I've got alot explaining to do haven't I? " Lewis says

I just nod yes

"well here goes lisa isn't my fiancee as she claims to be, she is delusional on that part, yes we slept together. but it was never serious on my part . My parents warned me, about sleeping with her and others , yes I'm not proud of it. You can guess the rest I'm sure . She was my date for events ive attended her parents and my parents are very good friends with each other . Naturally they thought we'd be mates but nope, obviously not. I'm so sorry about her Amelia, you have to believe me ,. " he says the last part with anguish in his eyes .

" I do believe you Lewis., just that my mind was all over the place, I thought you all was playing a trick on me . " tears running down my face , Lewis is holding me he places me on his lap while rubbing my back. its comforting me. " you got to see it from my perspective, with all the tricks that I've had done to me, I know it doesn't make sense considering that Mark is dead , I should of had more faith in the mate bond. I'm so sorry Lewis, im afraid of loosing all of this and never being happy again" im sobbing my heart out now , I just can't seem to stop. Lewis just sits with his arm stroking my back the other arm over me . I feel protected in his arms .

" Amelia, you are the only person that matters to me I wouldn't go against the mate bond . I value that more than life . I would never intentionally hurt you. I love you so much . " he says I cannot see any trace of lies. .

" I love you to " I say and we kiss .

we're back in our room cuddling on the bed . Lewis doesn't want to let me go. I don't want him to either . I feel so contented in his arms .

He told me he wants to set up a meeting with Lisa, with me and his trusted friends . He wants to make it known to her to leave us alone . he says he's got a feeling she isn't going to let it drop. neither do I to be honest.

He also wants to speak to his parents to see if they have any ideas on why he's been changing . He says he feels stronger more energetic obviously his hair colour.

"I feel like going for a run do you want to come Amelia?" Lewis asks .

" Yes" I say .

We head of to the woods .

I changed into my violet wolf . when I look at Lewis I gasp and immediately change back to my human form " oh my god Lewis you are huge hes double the size of any wolf ive seen . and golden in colour what on earth is going on ? . " I say

Lewis changes back .

" We need to get back and seriously find out whats going on with me . I feel as though I could fight a whole army of wolves and it wouldn't be a problem. I'm not sure if thats true Its just how I feel " he says

We head on back we get in touch with Steven to meet us in the office along with his betas .

we are on the phone to his dad aswell in the office we tell them all whats been going on with Lewis and his changes.

His dad says that the elders will be at the castle tomorrow as they think they have a theory about it all.

Now everyone is dismissed and to rest as we are heading for the castle tomorrow.

We need this sorted and fast.

Lewis p.o.v

what is going on i don't know. I'm glad I told Amelia how I feel about her. I also glad she agrees with me about lisa. I have a feeling even with the meeting she going to push over the limits . I'm glad we're going back home . I'm watching Amelia sleep beside me . I couldn't be more happier than I am right now. she is so beautiful. I'm thinking of Amelias luna and Queen ceremony. I'm also thinking of the children she will carry . our future. it makes me happy i drift off to sleep.