Always watching

Chapter 20

**** so sorry its been a while for an update been hectic here *****

Amelia and I head back to our room.

" Right tell me whats going on lewis " Amelia says

I explain everything to her .

" so what are we going to do ? " she asks

" Well I have put extra security in place , even got security firm in that deals with magic etc. Hopefully the firm will either rule out magic involvement or not. I'm hoping its magic and not a traitor. because if its magic its easier to trace , difficult yes but traceable nonetheless. If its a traitor, this is going to be like finding a needle in a bunch of needles . We will keep watching out for things out of the ordinary within the pack . " I say

" How are you able to watch the whole pack , its not exactly small amount of people " she says

" Amelia we have cameras in every corner of the streets looking over neighbourhoods etc and they are all connected to our security. we look over these every week normally, but we will be doing it every day. We are always watching . " I say

" I feel violated " she says shuddering

" How do you think our crime rate is low ? " I ask

" never really thought about it, besides I didn't have time to think about things other than try to heal or eat and sleep " she says rather glumly.

" Oh god I'm such an i***t , im sorry Amelia, " I say and grab her and cuddle her. god what am I like . Me not really thinking of things properly and go and put my foot in it. Of course she wouldn't know these things as she's always been out of the loop in the outside of the werewolf world when all she was doing is being a slave to that pack.

" its ok Lewis I think ill go for a shower and go to bed " she says

" ok my love i have some business to attend to , ill be back in a bit " I say

Amelia p.o.v

I feel a bit deflated. so I go into the shower and wash . I decide im not actually tired so decide to go for a relaxing bath aswell.

Trying to rid of all my thoughts of what we've got to face .

cannot believe I've found my mate but nothing is going how it should . Who am I kidding , its me nothing ever is easy as it should be .

Why is the universe against me ?...

What have I done to go through all of this , haven't I proven myself worthy of a peaceful life ? ....

Amelia snap out of it dont go down that road. Think positively... I scold myself . No point in self pity.

Need to find a way to help . Going through a list in my head.

One , learn as much as I can about magic , can't wait for the witch to show me .

Two , learn as much about the devil ,. Finding out as much as I can about the enemy can come in handy, hopefully finding a weakness or two .

Three , learn about my heritage .

Four , learn as much as I can from the oracle. This one might help with all the others so I'm thinking if I should train with her first ? ..

I don't know about relaxing in a bath , still not feeling tired , mentally exhausted yes , I decide to get out of the bath and dress in my night ware. I go and look for Lewis in his office .

I just walk in , without knocking . Lewis just looks up from his work , I walk round his desk and sit in his lap , gaining comfort from him , that I'm so desperately need. He hugs me tight , and inhales deep. Probably trying to calm himself and getting comfort from him . I just sit in his lap while he carries on with his work .I must of fallen to sleep as I feel Lewis pick me up bridal style and carry me I just snuggle more closer to him . I feel safe warm and comfortable.

He lays me on the bed. I can hear rustling and then shower . I'm still not fully asleep , after a while I feel the bed dip and a warm strong arms pulling me, I know its lewis with his scent , so I move and get closer to him and get comfortable and finally doze off.