"I don't get it, are you making this up?" I looked at him with disbelief. Suddenly he reached out and took my hand in his. "Look I know it's hard to believe but this is the truth. You can ask Ashton about this." my throat went dry as I snatched my hands away from his grip. "Thank you, Derek, goodbye." with that I got up and walked out of the restaurant. His words ringing in my head continuously. I somehow grabbed a taxi and let the tears fall. Is Derek right? Did Ashton know all this time yet he hid it from me? I can't even defend him, since he always hides things from me. It is nothing new, but if this is true then I at least deserved to know about it. Ivy was shot because of something she had no link to. It isn't her fault that Ashton has a f****d up history with Mafias, it isn't

