The letter that shouldn't exist.
Chapter 1: The Letter That Shouldn’t Exist.
The letter arrived in my life the same way bad things always arrive in Ibadan: during rain, with NEPA off, and when I was broke.
I’m Kemi Adetola. 24. First-class graduate, zero-class job. By day I write product descriptions for a fashion brand on i********: that sells “luxury” Ankara. By night I write things I’ll never publish, because Ibadan doesn’t reward truth. It rewards silence and sabi people. And yet with all these things, I am broke. When I mean broke, I mean extremely broke. As a matter of fact I might even be poorer than a church rat at this point.
It was 9:13pm on a Tuesday. Rain was falling on Mokola like God was trying to wash the city’s sins and had given up halfway. NEPA took light at 6pm and didn’t feel like coming back. I was in my face-me-I-face-you in Agbowo, using my phone torch to count the last ₦800 in my purse, when someone knocked. I looked at the door, angry. I didn't want anyone to come see me. I was tired, I was hungry and I was broke. Quite the combination.
Three knocks. Patient. Not urgent. The kind of knock that says, “I know you’re home, and I know you have no choice.”
I didn’t have visitors. My landlord hadn’t smiled at me since I paid rent late last month. And as this month was coming to an end, he has started giving me stares again, like he knew the state of my bank account. My mother in Osogbo called every Sunday to ask if I’d “found a real job yet,” which is mother-code for “are you still embarrassing me?” My friends were all either japa’d or pretending they hadn’t seen my last 3 messages asking for “small loan till alert.”
So I didn’t open.
The knock came again. Then a voice, male, low, with that Ibadan accent that makes everything sound like a proverb.
“Miss Adetola. I’m not here to collect. I’m here to deliver.”
Delivery? At 9pm? In Agbowo rain? The only thing being delivered at this hour is trouble. And quite frankly, the only thing I want delivered by this time is food and money, lots of money.
I opened the door anyway. Stupid, I know. But broke people don’t have the luxury of being smart. Broke people open doors.
The man on my veranda was old. Maybe 60. But the kind of old that looks like he was born old. White beard, fila gobi, brown agbada soaked at the edges from rain. He held a brown envelope. Not the nylon one from DHL. The old kind. The kind that smells like dust and secrets.
“Miss Kemi Adetola?” he asked.
“Yes,” I said. I didn’t ask his name. In Ibadan, you don’t ask names if you don’t want answers. And answers were the very last thing on my mind. What was on my mind was food then money. No money, and then food. Money can buy food, food can't buy money.
“This is for you. From someone who said you would know why.” He held out the envelope.
I didn’t take it. “Who sent it?”
“He said to tell you: ‘The maps in your father’s books were never about land.’ Then he said you would understand.”
My blood went cold. My father died 8 years ago. Heart attack, age 47. History lecturer at UI. Obsessed with old maps, colonial journals, Yoruba land disputes. He left me nothing except 4 cartons of books I’ve been moving from one face-me-I-face-you to another since I was 16. The same books I had been carrying along with me before my mother relocated. But I was baffled, only my mother and I knew about these cartons, so whatever this old man was saying must be true.
I hadn’t spoken about my father to anyone in years. Certainly not to a stranger at 9pm.
“Who are you?” I asked again. My voice was smaller now.
The man smiled. It didn’t reach his eyes. “I’m just the messenger. Read it before sunrise. After that, it won’t matter.”
He placed the envelope on the small table by my door, turned, and walked into the rain without waiting for a thank you. I watched him until he disappeared past the row of soakaway and bush, until even his umbrella was just a black dot in the dark.
Then I closed the door, locked it twice, and stared at the envelope like it might bite me.
It was heavier than paper should be.
I broke the wax seal. Red. Old-fashioned. You know, the type I had only seen in movies. Inside: a single folded letter, handwritten in blue ink, and a black-and-white photo.
The letter said:
"Kemi,
If you’re reading this, then I’m already gone. I’m sorry I kept this from you. Your father didn’t die of a heart attack. He was killed. Because of what he found in the archives at UI.
There are 3 maps. They don’t show land. They show where land was stolen. They show the truth.
The first map is in the book he called ‘The Blue Journal.’ The second is with a man in Dugbe who sells antiques but doesn’t sell antiques. The third… the third is with the person who sent this letter.
You have 48 hours before they realize you have this. After 48 hours, you won’t be Kemi Adetola anymore. You’ll be a story people tell in whispers at Oja-Oba.
Don’t trust the police. Don’t trust your landlord. Don’t trust anyone who says ‘I’m just trying to help.’ Trust only yourself.
Go to the tree behind the old Senate Building, UI, at 2am tomorrow. Bring the photo.
I’m sorry.
F."
F. My father’s best friend was Femi. Uncle Femi. He disappeared 2 years after my father died. People said he traveled to London. Nobody ever saw him again.
I picked up the photo. It showed my father, younger, maybe 35, standing beside a huge tree on UI campus. He was holding a rolled-up map. And beside him, smiling, was Uncle Femi. And beside Uncle Femi… was a third man. His face was scratched out with black ink. Violently. Like whoever did it was angry. Like whoever did it had a beef with the man.
My hands started shaking.
Because I knew the tree. Everyone in Ibadan who went to UI for tours knew it. The “Tree of Truth” behind the old Senate Building. Students swear that if you lie under it, the branches will move. Nobody believes it. Until 2am.
And I knew the book. “The Blue Journal.” It was in Carton 2, buried under my father’s old aso oke and mothballs. I’d kept it because the cover was pretty. Blue leather. Gold lettering. I’d never opened it.
48 hours.
I looked at my phone. 9:47pm. NEPA still off. Rain still falling. My ₦800 still not enough for Indomie.
But suddenly, I wasn’t thinking about Indomie anymore.
I was thinking about why a dead man’s letter was delivered to a broke girl in Agbowo by an old man who walked into rain like he wasn’t real.
And I was thinking: Ibadan is a quiet city. But quiet cities hide the loudest secrets.
I opened Carton 2.
The Blue Journal was at the bottom. When I opened it, the spine cracked like it hadn’t been touched in years. Inside, my father’s handwriting. Dates from 2013-2015. Lecture notes. Margins full of drawings. And tucked between pages 77 and 78… a map.
Not a normal map. This one was drawn on tracing paper. It showed UI campus. But not the UI I knew. This UI had buildings that didn’t exist anymore. And marked in red ink, right behind the old Senate Building, was a small X. Under the X, my father had written: “They buried the truth here. Not a body. A transaction.”
My phone buzzed. Unknown number. Text message:
"You opened it. Good. Now they know. 47 hours, 12 minutes. Don’t go home after this. F"
I dropped the phone.
The light in the room flickered. Not NEPA. Something else. The bulb swung once, twice, even though there was no wind.
Someone was outside my door.
I didn’t hear footsteps. I heard breathing.
Then a voice, not the old man’s. Younger. Softer. Female.
“Kemi? My name is Tolu. Uncle Femi sent me. If you open that door, you die. If you don’t, you die slower. So pick.”
I looked at the map. At the X. At the clock: 10:02pm. At the large window beside my bed.
Ibadan rain was still falling.
And for the first time since my father died, I understood why he used to say: “In this city, the past doesn’t stay buried. It just waits for someone stupid enough to dig.”
I was stupid enough. No, I was desperate enough
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48 hours had started.
And the city was already watching.