When the Alpha Falls
“NO, DAD! I don’t want to marry Sebastian! Please, listen to me!”
My voice cracked as I shouted, desperation clinging to every word. I stood trembling in the middle of the living room, fists clenched at my sides, heart pounding so loudly I could barely hear my own voice.
“I can’t marry that joke of a Beta!”
My father's face was an iron mask, cold, unyielding. His silence only made the panic swirl faster in my chest. I could see the disappointment etched into his brow, the deep lines of grief and pride battling in his eyes.
“Please, just trust me, Dad! I can restore our pack’s pride!” I choked out, my voice shrill, raw.
“Let me fight. Let me lead. I know I can make things right!”
But he didn’t listen. He never did.
His hand moved so fast I didn’t have time to flinch.
Crack.
Pain bloomed across my left cheek as I fell, the floor slamming into my side. The shock of it stole the breath from my lungs. My skin burned, pulsing with a dull ache, but it couldn’t compare to the gaping hole tearing open in my chest. I looked up, eyes wide, stunned, not just from the hit, but from the man in front of me. My father.
“You can’t do anything now,” he said, his voice flat and cruel.
“Stephan was our only hope. Now the only thing you’re good for is marrying Sebastian and giving birth to our new Alpha.”
Each word hit harder than his slap.
Stephan.
His name alone shattered something in me.
Stephan had been more than a brother. He was the heartbeat of this family, the one who carried our hopes, our legacy, our future. Strong, noble, everything a future Alpha should be. He was meant to lead Moonveil into a new era. But love had destroyed him.
His heart had belonged to Ashley, Luna of the Ravenclaw pack. Their love had been fierce, pure, and forbidden. When word got out, chaos followed. War. Bloodshed. Betrayal. The very thought of it still makes me nauseous. Stephan didn’t just lose his rank or his love. He lost everything.
He died for love.
And now, my father wanted me to marry someone I hated.
Stephan wouldn’t have let this happen. If he were still here, he’d be standing beside me. He’d fight for me. He always did. We had each other’s backs, even when Dad grew cold after Mom died. We were a team. Just the three of us. A family. I don't remember much about our mother, but the soft stories whispered when Dad was in a rare, gentle mood were what helped me remember her. He used to say I looked like her. That she was brave. That I carried her spirit.
Somewhere deep inside, I still felt her with me. A presence. A warmth. But it was faint now.
That warmth vanished when my father knelt in front of me, his expression unreadable.
“Alice,” he said softly, almost trembling. “Please. Just do this for us. If not for me, then for the pack.”
His words were a plea, but his tone was a trap. A cage, disguised as duty.
I couldn’t speak. My throat had closed up. I stared at the floor, jaw tight, trying not to scream.
He stood, lingered for a moment longer, and left. The door lock clicked behind him like a final sentence.
The silence was deafening.
I sat there, frozen, until my legs ached. Then slowly, I pushed myself up and crossed to the door. The handle rattled uselessly in my grip. Locked. Of course, it was.
A low growl of frustration escaped my throat. Why? Why now? I had never disobeyed him, never questioned him until now. And this was my reward?
Fury ignited inside me.
I slammed my fist against the wood, pain flashing up my arm. Tears spilled over, hot and angry, as I kicked the chair beside me, sending it clattering to the floor.
Then the table.
Papers scattered. A cup shattered. And in the mess, something tumbled onto the floor, small, delicate, and familiar.
My mother’s music box.
The lid had cracked open slightly in the fall, and the soft melody began to play, broken but hauntingly sweet. I stared at it, the tune dragging memories up from the deep: her laughter, her scent, the way Dad used to smile when he spoke of her.
I knelt and picked it up, holding it like something sacred.
She wouldn’t want this.
She wouldn’t want me to be caged. Controlled. Used.
I had to leave.
I rose, suddenly clear-headed. I scanned the room, mind racing. The door was locked. The window? Too high to drop from. But… Stephan’s room. He had a side window that led to the garage roof. I remember watching him sneak out that way once when we were younger.
It was risky. But not as risky as staying here.
I moved quickly, adrenaline sharpening my senses. I dumped my backpack and started throwing in essentials. “Okay. Phone, charger, napkins, flashlight, tent…” I paused.
“Lip gloss. Because hydration is still important,” I muttered to myself, stuffing it all in.
My hand lingered on the music box. After a second, I wrapped it in a scarf and tucked it gently into the bag.
I stood before the window, staring down at the black void below. Heights were my weakness. Always has been.
But I couldn’t let fear decide for me.
One trembling hand reached for the ledge. Then the other. I climbed out slowly, feet scraping against the siding, heart hammering in my ears. The cold wind sliced across my skin. I gritted my teeth and reached for Stephan’s window.
It was stuck.
“No, no, no-” I hissed, yanking at it.
It groaned, then gave way with a pop. My grip slipped, and for a second, panic flared.
But I held on. Just barely.
I hauled myself inside, collapsing onto the floor with a soft thud. My arms ached, and my lungs burned, but I was in.
Stephan’s room.
It still smelled like him-leather and pine, with a hint of old cologne. Everything was untouched. His clothes, his books, his perfectly made bed. Like he might walk in at any moment.
I sat on the edge of it, letting the memories flood me. We used to play card games here. He’d let me win. Or at least pretend to.
My gaze drifted to his side table, where a folded piece of paper sat. Curiosity tugged at me. I picked it up.
“Dawnwood Alpha Academy.”
I stared at the words, my heart skipping a beat.
Then something clicked.
The school didn’t know Stephan had died. Only our pack did. His tuition had been paid. No one outside Moonveil knew what had happened.
What if…
What if I went in his place?
It was insane. Reckless. Wild.
But it also might be my only chance.
I felt the tears well up again, but this time, they weren’t just from grief.
They were from hope.
I lay back on his bed, staring at the ceiling. Could I really do this? Pretend to be my brother? Start over?
What if I fail?
What if I get caught?
No. Not now.
I sat up, wiped my eyes, and stuffed the paper into my bag. There’d be time to figure it out later. First, I had to leave this place for good.
I opened the door and took delicate steps, and then went downstairs to the door. I finally got out of the house.
The night wrapped around me like a cloak. The stars were hidden behind heavy clouds, and the moon was just a sliver.
But I walked forward anyway, into the shadows.
Toward whatever came next.