I cut the conversation with her I will not cry about this I knew they both got around before me they told me they also told me they did not mean anything to them. I will give them a chance I will not give up on them they are my mates there is a reason they are my mates and not theirs and tonight I am going to really get to know them.
After laying down for twenty minutes and not being able to sleep. I decide to go ahead and get up and start to get ready. I sent a message to Lauren letting her know I will not need her to help me get ready I still need sometime alone. I take a quick shower was my hair and shave all the important parts. Getting out of the shower I put lotion all over my body. I walk over to the closest with nothing on its just me right now so it is not a problem. I pick out
