Chapter Forty- One I felt the world around me fall apart in an instant. I couldn’t understand what was being said. Voices from all over the table were shouting and demanding meaningless things. I sat back in my chair, slouching as I tried to register what was being told to me. Tarlo took over the second we entered the room, and heard the messenger out. He gave his orders and the men followed them as the room slowly grew empty. I felt bile in my throat as I leaned over the arm of my chair, letting it out. I felt many hands on me at once, again. Gentle reassurements whispered into my ears as I was cleaned up. I felt light headed and faint once more but I pushed through it, feeling the sense of warmth grow from my chest and pour like a hot liquid into every part of my body. I stood at

