katelynn. it's been about a month and a half since I had hadley and Luca came home. we've gotten into a pretty good routine and of course it's super helpful that there is two of us at home right now. everyone has come to visit us at least once, Lucas mom leaving us with food which was extremely helpful. hadley and I both had our check ups this week and she's growing perfect and me well I'm back on birth control, not completely comfort with my own body at the moment like most woman who give birth. my breast are still large and my hips are definitely wider along with my thighs and butt. my stomach has a few stretch marks and is still soft. needless to say I haven't let luca see me naked, I'm too embarrassed it's not the same body he left and I'm scared. currently I'm relaxing in my firs

