katelynn. well it hasn't been easy but working, spending time with my family and lucas has helped pass the time although the days still seem to drag on. the holidays were hard, I sent him a small gift and of course a care package. he surprised me by having his mom give me a beautiful set of ear rings and by having the crib I've had my eye on delivered to our house. to his surprise were having a girl, we were both extremely emotional as he's not sure how to handle a girl and me well I'm just hormonal. I got to watch on video chat when he found out and all the guys in his unit congratulated us. we're now in mid January and hopefully he's gonna get his orders to come home soon, I'm massive like my back is killing me and occur while I'm teaching I've been having braxton hicks contractio

