Love me not

Old flame

Nic's POV

I keep on staring at her while drinking. I just can't help it.

I loved her, I love her, and I will always do.

She's the only girl I ever loved. I'm still angry at myself for being stupid back then and chose to hurt her. I thought I was doing the right thing. But I was wrong.

I tried to go into another relationship, have girlfriends, flings, but I can never love them resulting to failed relationships.

I saw her stand but she fell off the floor

She seems to forget that she can't handle alcohol that well

I rushed and held her up. The manager approached us, he's actually my friend so when he saw me he let me guide her out of the bar.

On our way out, she looked at me and smiled and my stupid heart skipped.

"aw.. Itch... Nihcoloh.." she laughed

"I.. Ehhkk.. Haatee youww.. Youww bashtard" she mumbled

"I know I know, and I regret everything" I told her truthfully. I know she won't remember it by the morning but it is my only chance to say sorry for my stupidity

I searched for her keys from her pocket and gave it to the vallet

When her car arrived a placed her to the passenger's seat and I placed myself in the driver's seat.

I know where she lives, we're basically neighbours. When I saw her during our orientation I looked her up and saw we live in the same place. We're a house apart.

I fished my phone out of my pocket and called my driver to pick my car from the country club

"aaayyy lohhvedd you nihhcc, Dow youuw knhoww thatch?!" Mia's screaming at me angrily and she's crying!

My heart clenched

Awww.. What did I do to her? I broke her so bad

"I'm so sorry Mia," I said " I was so stupid and naive, I thought I was doing the right thing" I keep talking to her even if I know she won't even remember

When we're 10 meters away from her home I stopped.. She's sleeping already..

I cupped her face and kissed her lips, I dried her tears

"I love you my goddess, I will always love you."