Dimension

Episode 9

        I know every change in my behaviour and I know I'm turning into a psycho. But I can't help it. The urge in me, the pain in me, the sorrow in me, made me do this. "When I was 12 years old.

        I've read a book in which there is written that ricin extracted from Castor is a slow poison which on ingestion gives slight fever over 2 days and dies of heart attack.

         It is untraceable and highly poisonous. At first I thought to suicide myself but I've changed my mind to kill my mother. As I've done nothing wrong. She is the wrong one here. She is responsible for the changes in me.

        I've managed to get some Castor seeds and trespassed a college science lab at night to extract ricin from the Castor seeds. Successfully I've managed to extract ricin from the Castor seeds and came home before she knew.

         I mixed that in her coffee and waited till her death. for 2 days she was slightly feverish but it is getting worse. In 3 days she died. Those 3 days were the happiest days of my life. I've seen her suffering through my mask and plastic cover. And her grief and sorrow.

        I felt like I was in heaven. Those memorable 3 days. (happily) she died and fake cried at her funeral. While I enjoy it at most in my heart. She was buried in the graveyard and I left for home.

        By the time it's getting night. It doesn't feel right to me. Something is missing. I felt incomplete in my happiness.

        After so much thought I decided something. It is a rainy night. The rain is furious with thunder and lightning.

        I left the home and headed towards the graveyard with no umbrella over my head. I was fully wet and very cold. I was shivering from that weather. But I didn't stop.

         My urge didn't want to stop me. I entered the graveyard and went near my mother's grave. I stood and saw senselessly for a long time. After that I started to dig my mother's grave. As I was a small kid the work was very difficult for me. But I can't stop.

        My heart's racing and I'm shivering with the cold but I can't stop. After a long digging the coffin's out. I opened the coffin.

         Inside it was my mother.. Sleeping peacefully and pleasantly I saw her without clapping my eyes.  

To be continued...