My Otaku Boyfriend

"Tae,I love you," I said in the man of my dream. "I'm sorry but I'm in love with someone else," He said and then walk away. I stood frozen in my toes and didn't felt the tears that continuously spilling in my eyes. I walked away in a rush, I don't know where am I going, I just let my feet to drag me where it wants to be. My tears continued to spill as I succumb in my own thoughts, the sad feeling of being rejected downed on me like a hurricane. I cried and I cried until I didnt realize that I was in the park. There is no people around because its already a night time, Its empty just like my feelings, its cold just like my heart, its alone just like me. I find the comfort of the park within me. I strode along the park, trying to find a place where I can hide, I can hide the pain, I can hide the feeling of despair, I can hide the feeling of regret, because the moment that I confessed to my long a** crush is a very bad Idea that I've ever think of. Now I'm all alone, in the middle of the night, in the park, where no one was looking for me, where no one ever love me. It is the feeling of solitude that makes me cry harder, that makes me look pathetic. I'd been crying in a long time now that I didn't think if I still have a tears left to cry. I didn't know how long I was crying when I felt a present beside me. I was sitting in a swing for I don't know how long. He was just sitting beside me, he doesn't say anything nor move. He just listen to my wail, to my sobbing and most importantly to my hateful words towards myself. I appreciate the thing that he did, I didn't feel alone anymore, I felt like, I have someone who I can lean on. After crying so much, I felt him standing up, maybe he was going to get home because of how late it was, but I was wrong he stand up and gave me a handkerchief without looking at me. After that he go away. I still didn't forget what happened even though its been a month since I confessed.