Chapter Three
I sat like that for some time, replaying events in my head over and over again, still trying to convince myself that it had been real, that I hadn’t fallen and bumped my head and hallucinated the whole thing.
And then something strange happened. I smiled. I mean I REALLY smiled. The smile became a laugh and before I knew it I was rolling around on the blanket holding my sides in a fit of uncontrollable laughter.
I was never a cowardly person; I had always faced up to my problems head on until Jo left me in such a way that I had no recourse to action. All I could do was watch her go. Now I had a chance to actually talk to her about it, to get it out of my system once and for all, to finally set myself free.
Yes I still loved her, still wanted her and to be honest with myse
