Dear Diary, I feel like I’ve let everyone down. The truth is out. I freed myself from a heavy burden. But the thing is, I don’t feel any better. If anything, I feel even worse. And I have no idea what to do about it. It’s true what my grandpa used to say. The truth is rarely pleasant and it almost always hurts. I have never really understood that sentence. But I do now. The thing is, I don’t know where I’ll go from here on. I’ve burned to the ashes. There are only two ways to go from here. Either the wind will scatter me, or I’ll rise like a phoenix. At the moment, I don’t hold the answer to what will become of my ashes. I don’t talk in the morning. I only greet my parents, then sit down for breakfast they made for us and try to eat. But I don’t get much food in my system. Dad is going

