The longing happiness for her life

" From today you call her Salome not Esther " her father said when he called family meeting. She was very devastated and asked herself questions ' why is my father took my name and gave it to my sister ' she has no one to ask since she feared her parents whom can she ask. She was living unhappy life since her sister was born love and attention departed from her.she has no others but to accept changes.She witnessed when her father beat and call her brother abusive name after that her father was telling her brother don't even think telling your mother about this but she felt sorry for her brother.One day she decided to tell her mom about it and her mother took them to their grandparents and her father had no choice but to go and bring them back since then her father never abused her brother.They lived a happy family after one year her father passed away leaving only her mother and them.The death of her father tortured her mentally.After a half a year she joined school the life was very difficult where they were forced to depend on their mom only school fees food and clothing .She has no clothes even neighbors children when they are at school they will mock her how she doesn't have clothes to wear. After some years later her mom was stable to provide for then anything that they needed she was very happy even though she has only her mother.One day her aunts and grandma came to visit them and they were in the house alone.'This girl has grow up quickly ' she overheard them talking while she was passing and stood there to know which girl are they talking about.one of them ask which one and her grandma answered Salome and her grandma started narrating them a story .'she was born alongside the road because her father chased my daughter away while she was almost giving birth and my daughter had nowhere to go to deliver her child when I heard the news and reached there she was already has delivered' CHAPTER 2 Now Salome was wondering if she was born on the road then who was that father that was very cruel to send her mother away while she was almost to give birth.When she started going to school she met her cousins and they started asking her some questions 'among your sisters and brother who is not the child of your father ' one of them asked. And she was very confused what are this cousins saying,she decided to ask them "why are you asking me this?" .And one of them replied 'I heard my parents saying not all of you that are my uncle's children '.She did not know what to answer since she knows nothing about it. She became very stressful that day she was asking herself many questions that she didn't have the answer.Finally she came to the conclusion the person who is going to tell her the truth is her older sister because that one have to know because she is our firstborn.She returned home that evening being in bad mood .She became very stressful that she was hospitalized for one month and her mother was very worried for her . After being recovered she decided to ask her sister because her sister loved her very much ."Hey sister can I ask you a question please if you don't mind " she asked, ' yes you can please go ahead and ask' her sister replied."Who is not the child of our late father?" she asked ' all of us except our two sisters who are behind you ' her sister replied. CHAPTER 3 "Ooh my God you mean even me am not the child of my father how is that possible since I was young he is the one I so as my father then how comes you are telling me that he is not my biological father?" she was crying while asking. Her sister replied 'wait a minutes how comes you came today to ask me this question how did you know that there is some of us are not our fathers child?' And she replied " that day I joined the school our cousins asked me that question, but you haven't and my question yet sister how is that possible that am not the child of my father?" 'okay now I get you sit down then I will tell you ' her sister told her.And she sat down , her sister started to tell her why. " our mother was married to your biological father and they came to an argument and your father chased our mother away while she was pregnant with you and while she was walking to our grandma home on the way she gave birth to you along roadside and after a week she took all of us to another town away from our tribe and on that town she met our father and after like three weeks our late father married her and at that time you were one month old when our father married our mother,he took you and named you Esther our father's mother name we used to call you mwezi moja meaning one month old.and after our younger sister was born then he decided to give that name to her .' her sister finished telling her but Salome tears were flowing like water why did her biological father abandoned her what is the reason. CHAPTER 4 She asked if she was a cursed child .Since that day she promised herself that her really father is death that one that planted only sperm she doesn't know him and she will never want to know him .The only thing that she wanted was her family to b happy including her . 'Am going to study very hard so that I can help my mom'she was promising herself in her mind.The life was very nice until one day her sister got sick and her mother tried every possible to cure her selling wealth and taking her to witch doctor she sold everything so that she can cure her child but every move that her mom took was in vein. Her sister continued to be worse like being possession of demons she became a very different thing from a human being . Huh she thought she has seen all and that was the beginning ot the worst life.Her mom who was a strong Christian she became a pagan and witch doctor worship ,and Salome kept praying to God to help her family but her mother forbidden her from going to church.she was very devastated because she has no one to tell her problem not even a friend she realized that friends are many when you have something but if you don't then you have zero friends.Her mother started crying every day and Salome her heart sank seeing her mother in that situation and she can't help .She felt very useless child.After one year also her mother became sick that she was hospitalized for six months during that period they had no one to take care of them no food she were living a life of hell. CHAPTER 5 They were only her and her young sisters and her brother the first born was married and a second one was sick and hospitalized and the third was in a secondary school away from home . Now they were agreeing with her brother today I will go to school and tomorrow you will go . they did that until one day they were forced to drop from school since no money for schooling their mom was in a hospital the most fun thing is that even her relatives that were coming to their home when they had everything they were nowhere to be seen.It was only her sister that came from her marriage home and came to look for something for them to eat to wash there clothes and etc . atleast they were happy that there is someone that has remembered them eating food after one week was not a joke for them since they were never tried even a single day.tgey were asking there sister when will her mother one home and she will reply 'very soon'staying home without attending the school mmmh they were really frustrated with life.The only thing she asked God was happiness but that one was a very difficult thing to get.Itbwas an exam day and there sister talked with a teacher who was a friend of their mom to give them exam and when her mom will be well she gonna pay him and that teacher never argued with her he gave them exam even though it was against headteacher wish and they did exam without being studied .After six months they saw their mom from afar coming home she was very weak and very sad because she lost her one eye they run to her and welcomed her home in a very joyful and happy way. 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