The Luna Who Doomed Her Pack

As I mentioned, I’m mazakeen, maze for short, but only my parents call me that. I’m about to get ready for my first day of senior year.. yeah I know.. I skipped a year so I am now retaking it. This is a new year, I’m also hoping a new me.   You see, when I was sixteen, I was supposed to meet my mate and shift into my wolf for the first time, it never happened. I’ve never spoken to my wolf or yet even herd her. I have doubts that I am a werewolf. My mother never met her mate and my dad is your average human, which gives me a strong chance to have no wolf. However, last year my mum did finally meet her mate, Alpha of the Cresent Moon Pack in Florida. My dad knew and understood although heartbroken, he let us go. We moved out here straight away. That’s why I missed a whole year of school. it’s beautiful here, but I miss my old home. I miss my dad.  Since we moved here, I have been severely bullied, tormented and  sexually assaulted on many occasions, not just by the Alphas son, Mason. But also nearly every other unmated wolf in this pack. It’s horrendous, I hate my life here. I’ve spent most of my time locked in my room, hiding. Although, Mason can enter anyway. He has a spare key after all. He has made my life utter hell. My mum thinks he’s some amazing young man, with manors and standards. Little does she know what he really does to me. He makes me swear not to tell, and to be honest I’m too scared of him to tell anyone anyway. He uses me as his own little s*x doll. It’s not totally forced, I just hate how I fall for his charms everytime. I must admit, he is my type, tall (around 6ft 4”), dark tan skin, handsome, oooh so very handsome, muscular is an understatement! He’s a Greek God. If he wasn’t the asshole he is, I’d probably be into him.. but how can I be when he uses and abuses me whenever he feels like it? He told me once that me and my mother were a disgrace to this pack and when he finds his Luna and becomes Alpha he will happily kill me and end my miserable human life. Everyone here thinks I’m human since I haven’t shifted yet. Nor got my wolf. I’m very weak, even for a human. Ha, I can’t help but laugh at my such misfortune of a life. But I’m right now just out the shower getting dressed into my short leapord print dress and heeled boots, straightening my long, very long blonde hair to leave for school, did I mention it’s my first day? I’m so scared ever single thought is going through my head but I’m hoping I can make some friends. As far as I hear, Mason is also starting senior year, I hope I don’t get made to go with him in his car.  I headed to the kitchen, my mum, Alpha Maxon, and unfortunately Mason are already sitting waiting for me, I see Masons face drop as I walked in, this is the first time he’s seen me in anything other than pjS and a messy bun.. he looks rather stunned to say the least. Can I just mention how good he looks, his long curly messy thick brown hair, his full facial hair which I love. EW I didn’t just say that about him!! He does look good though. He had just white Adidas gazelles on with charcoal grey Adidas joggers and a white t-shirt, a t-shirt in which his muscles just bulged through. Damn. I need to stop thinking about him.  I sat down, next to mum, had some pancakes and bananas while mum asked questions about school and classes I will be attending. I could feel his eyes burning holes in my body. It was making me scared but fluttered at the same time.  I finally looked over and made eye contact with him, there was something different about his eyes, they were a bright green with gold speckles, his usual colour was just a normal plain green, I knew something was coming.   He suddenly stood and asked me to grab my bag, I looked at him confused, he insisted I hurried we would be late for school and he was going to drive the both of us. So we said our goodbyes and left the house and well let  me tell you, we never even made it properly out the door before I found myself pinned on the wall with Mason starring right in my eyes, he looked like he was having an internal battle with his wolf.. Then he whispered something in my ear which shook my to my core; MATE.